Back from the USS with the boyfriend! The Halloween event is awesome, but it's too expensive to go there again. I took out my guts to ride on the famous human roller coaster - the blue line, and woots, it's crazy man! It started to drizzle when we were getting ready in the roller coaster's seat, and when it started moving, the rain gets heavier and heavier!! >< The other members said that the ride was a little painful due to the rain, but I did not felt anything, because I'm concentrating on my screaming, breathing, and trying very hard to grab tight because I felt as though I'm going to fall off!!!

Anyway, due to the heavy rain, we went ahead to take the indoor roller coaster ride in the Mummies area, we sat two times consecutively! That was my limit, I had motion sickness and was feeling so uncomfortable that I don't really feel like going to any more rides, and even the smell of food made me sick. Thankfully I recovered after 15minutes, we decided to walk around and take pictures randomly.

I realize that if you appear scared, especially those people who scream away, the more the actors will come to you. I was reminding myself again and again, just that sometimes the actor's face painting is so scary that I would hold boyfriend tightly and shun away from them. There are some occasion when the actors kept pestering me, and I guess that was the scariest part. Haha.

Oh well, now all I had in my mind is assignment, assignment, and assignment. I feel super stress. Can't wait for my studies to complete!! sigh, how to study degree like that???

I'm a year older again as the clock strikes TWELVE!


Decided to choose Hagen Daz ice-cream cake for my birthday this year, thus got a small one instead of those normal size to try out.. Indeed, it was yummy, but I don't think it worth the price. No more Hagen Daz ice-cream cake! ><

Anyway, celebrated my birthday with my family and boyfriend!

A mini celebration, but a warm one. What more can I ask for?

Super thankful to boyfriend for coming down to celebrate my birthday with my family. =) He may not be the best in other's eye, but witnessing the things he did for me and seeing him sacrificing lots of things for me, he is definitely the best guy I had ever met, and had. =)


<3 Thanks for everything that you did.

I should head to bed soon, can't wait to meet boyfriend later and have fun at USS!! =D

That's sweet of him... He seldom do such things, so I decided to document it! =D

Having my first prac visit soon, and it's very scary actually, there's tons of work waiting for me to do! Plus the end year concert. Preparing the children for a programme can really vomit blood, just one introduction took me 30 mins to train 5 people!! Don't know if I can rush them on time.. ><

I'm so happy that tomorrow's Thursday! If only time will stop on Sunday... hmmmmmmm. *burst bubble!* Shall stop dreaming and complete my lesson planning!

一切总算是风平浪静。
I'm glad that everything is going back to it's normal state, it took me almost a week to recover though. ><

I am so looking forward to Friday when today is only a Sunday! 5 more days, argh. Boyfriend is treating me to USS Halloween event for my birthday! I'm so excited, and scared at the same time, cos I never liked Halloween characters, I won't be able to sleep! =s Nevertheless, it's so freaking expensive, $118 per person! We will only be going for the Halloween once and that's it. Actually I wanted to go for the day rides, but sigh, if I were to go for both, I won't survive till the Halloween event...

Boyfriend had spend extravagantly for my birthday this year.. Bought a Panasonic LX3 cam for me in early August and now the USS.

I MUST MUST MUST enjoy my birthday celebration, and put all the irritating practicum assignments aside till I had enough fun!

ps: will Friday be here NOW! =/

After so many obstacles, am I back to square one? I had stand-by, defending, trusting, believing you. All came back to square one again?

Do I deserve this at all?

I had thought through the night, I know, I can predict the reaction if I asked you abt it, but even so, I can't just let it be! How can I?

This is the worst I could take, seriously. Just simply thinking of what I had saw, I felt pain on my chest, real pain. So my efforts went down the drain? I don't know, it seems like it's useless regardless how much I had tried to help you. You said you treasure friendship, you cherish people around you, but after what I had saw, I don't think you did. I chose to not tell anybody, at least yet, because I'm still holding to the edge of the word called "HOPE". I seriously wish that after this episode, everything will be back to normal, and you'll find true self.

If you don't give yourself a chance, if you don't wish to be helped, no matter how many hands are willing to help you up, you'll still fail to stand.

Humans, why can't one learn to be contented? Why can't everybody think in other's shoe? Why must others suffer because of such people?!

I don't know how long I can take such blows, I'm a human, I've got feelings. I'm not a robot which does not fear of getting hurt emotionally. If only you are willing to help me to HELP YOURSELF.

Because of you, I cried the whole night, I couldn't have a proper rest, I did not even catch a wink. What else do you want from me? Haven't I gave enough? Haven't I tried to communicate? Haven't I put enough effort? Can you please give me a treatment that I deserve, please?

Caught 'Real Steel' with boyfriend, it's awesome!! The money is definitely worth it. =)

Participated the 'We run SG 10k' with boyfriend, Teck Han and Ee Ling. I had conquered it!! Walk and jog with Ee Ling.

Had a big feast at the old kallang airport hawker centre, and I am dead beat after that.



No more fun for me till 21st Oct, my birthday!! Till then, it's work, assignment, work, assignment. Just thinking of it makes me wanna puke. =s