All occupations have certain level of hazards. I had learnt to live with it. After taking up the course, I realize that this line have quite a high risk in health related issue - because of being very close (physical) contact with the children! Seriously, this had turned me off. After all, part of the reason I changed line is because of the side effects that I might get, and now... =.=

I guess passion plays a great role. If not for passion, I really think I am not going to continue. I just hope that all the operators will not treat childcare as a business, because it's really suppose to be passion, being passionate about grooming a child and not being thrifty to accumulate high profits!

Also after a talk with my parents, I am more determined to learn to be contented and live with what I have. I must not be greedy. Choosing between passion and monetary, I choose passion. At least, seeing the children makes me happier, than facing those smelly chemicals that will have slight side effects.