It's the end of the month! Why is it not end of the year? =(

Anyway, Feb is such a short month!! just a blink of an eye, IT'S GONE!! =) So far I am surviving well with my workload cum school load, but I think I'm going bonker anytime, cos I just had a severe breakdown last week. =s worst still, bf was the target. I can only say Sorry to him, because it was the chain effect. Still my fault. =(

Seriously, I need a day to free myself, and indulge in laughter. Real laughter.

It's the end of the month, and there's no 29th Feb this year, so, Happy 29th monthsary Dar. <3

I am feeling unhappy, somehow still disappointed despite... .... ... =(

Finally handed up my assignment, I should hit my pillow now like seriously.
TGIF tomorrow. I need to work on Sat again. ><

It was one of the rare times when I actually felt super emo when I have to part with bf. I guess that it was the load in me which I have to carry it until end of the year that made me this way, like I was telling him that I haven't been like this when every now and then I break down. Weak, I suppose.

Had a nice swim with bf at Woodlands, the water was brrrrrr, cold. After collecting my laptop and lunch in his house, went down to the library to do some work, yes, a pig was sleeping most of the time. >< Caught "Just go with it", it's hilarious! but, ya, the script is predictable, plus in the synopsis, the ending was stated, no surprise.

Anyway, I secretly wish March away. It's going to be a month I hate, because of the type of assignments I need to handle. Sometimes I wondered if this is what I really want, cos there are times when it is such a pain.

Tired. Just finished washing all the toys, I don't feel like doing anything now, except to go to CO!! ><
Later have got to try out my art, otherwise it'll be a mess again. =.=

Attended CO yesterday, was feeling so thrilled that I am able to play my erhu!! hehe, CO may make my life looks so boring, but until now, I still feel that it helped me de-stress. In one way or another, it is after all not bad. However, I know I can't stay there till I'm 30. It'll look so WEIRD, I don't wish that I'll grow old so fast, when I had found something that I really like. But, no! not that I really like erhu, it's the orchestra, the friends there that I really enjoy. >< Contradicting, I know. =x

My school assignment is so irritating! sighs, I always feels demoralized when one unit is completed, because another one or two will add on, as though it's never ending work. Busy schedule made me feel super lonely as well. =(

Happy Valentines' Day to ALL!

The first and only thing I've received from dearest bf is only a msg. If only he's not in the camp. =( But oh well, it's better in a sense that I can do my assignment.
SEE!!! How pitiful, Valentines' Day spent with my laptop. sighs.

Ok la, before bf sees this and complain, yes, yesterday on the way to He Qiang's house for steamboat, that guy pass by a shop and asked me whether I want flowers or not, cos tomorrow (which is today) is Valentines' Day. Very romantic hor.. =.= lol.

I'm in a dilemma, I don't know if I should voice out my opinion. If I think in a positive way, I am in a good learning environment. However, there are consequences which I feel too risky to be in such a good learning environment, as if I did not manage to pass my assignments, I definitely will be considered as withdrawal and have to pay a heavy price. Feeling super stress about the matter. =(

Suay ttm. I wasted so much money and time because of your interpretation.

idiot.

Finally I can blog!

Just on Monday, I screamed for help, and now, YAY, I can breathe NOW. Seriously, I am a sotong. How can I mix up my assignment's due date?! I handed up the wrong assignment, and end up burning midnight oil to complete it. But nevermind, I am going to relax, and chiong the others next week again. I seriously need rest.

The week is coming to an end very soon again, and sighs, I seriously hope everything will go smoothly!

CNY is super busy that I haven't really done any assignments!

Recently I am super blur that I really can't stand myself, seriously no idea what is happening to me, dementia at such an early age? Possible? =/

You see, like today, I would have had ample time to complete my assignment because I end work at 5pm. I looked at the timetable and thought I end at 5.30pm, when it is close to 6pm, I find it weird, cos I haven't had worked till that late before, and asked my supervisor, and she told me my working hours is till 5pm! see! haix, I haven't been working full time for almost two months, I can't remember my working hours. =(

But at least I managed to complete some of my official work stuff, but sian, my assignment!!!! The thought of others coming in really scare me. Starting to feel the stress again.

HELP!!!!!!!!

Happy CNY to all!

This year is a special CNY for me, because I gave my first red packet to each of my parents, and I am glad that I did so, they're mad happy when they received it.

Anyway, I wish everyone good health, those who are study to score flying colors, those who are working to have a smooth year and gets increment (+ fat bonus) in this Rabbit Year! =)