TIRING!

Brought the kids out today, and they were considered well behaved, until when they return back to the childcare, the let out all the energy they suppressed during the trip all at once. They jump and run around. =.= Sometimes they're just some funny people. lol.

Sighs, CNY is coming, yet I haven't even finish my 3rd assignment! =( I am stuck again. I seriously hate the idea of doing assignment during CNY.

oh, being random, tomorrow is bf and my 28th month together! <3 best thing is I get to meet him.. haha!

Shall blog a little before I head to my bed.

I totally hate my current schedule. Seriously, my tp better pass, I'm suffering already, from sleep deprive. Can you imagine me waking up at 6am everyday for one whole month?! It's crazy!!!! =(

My assignments were piling up, according to my course mates, we have 6 assignments to hand up in the whole month of February. S-I-X!! =/ It's all essay type, how to finish?

Yup, there goes my Chinese New Year this year, AGAIN! I will never want to study for at least 1 to 2 years after this course, it's depriving me from having fun! =( Sometimes I regretted switching line because of the better benefits I get in the previous line, but oh well, I chose satisfaction over benefits.

Till then...

I finally bought my Macbook! Now I can work in a better condition. =)

I can't believe I managed to complete one assignment way way ahead of time. Hopefully by next week 2nd assignment will be down, and I confirm will be a lot more relieve to celebrate my Chinese New Year. If I can really finish the next one by next Friday, I promised myself that I will go down CO for at least half a day to play my erhu, I miss my friends as well!

I shall retire to bed early today, I still need to work tomorrow! >< I don't look forward the work, but I definitely look forward to have kids rushing to me, not those crying one though. =/

It suddenly occur to me that I want to backpack to other countries, especially after watching some variety shows where people do backpack and stop by to teach some unfortunate children. You get to relax yet do something meaningful at the same time, isn't it great? Anyway, that is just a thought, maybe someday I might really do it, who knows.

Probably end of the year, I will need to take at least a few days off work, I'm thinking of going somewhere alone, any ideas?

My stress level just increased.

Yesterday I just realized that I am broke, the cost of the driving lesson is crazy! After paying for the circuit, it occurred to me that I have to pay for the lesson on the circuit lessons day as well, and I have 7 circuits, and it cost whopping $250 already, excluding additional lessons in between, I estimated that I will need to spend a total of close to $600 just for the instructor. Feeling super upset that all my savings I had tried very hard to accumulate will be gone by February, I messaged bf to break the news to him. He, who was still having holiday in the Philippine sent me THREE messages (that were pretty short) worrying about me not having enough money, etc. I feel guilty, because he is suppose to be enjoying, yet I tell him this news. =.= The cost of one SMS is crazy $1.

After this whole episode, I think I have to really get one time pass to get my driving license and I've got a really caring bf. Have to cherish him more, otherwise he'll run away. LOL! (LIKE HE DARES! =x)

My weekend!!!!! It just went off like this. =(

Spent my precious Sunday with boyfriend. Catch <大笑江湖> and it's really super lame, that I felt sleepy. =.= Anyway, we were at Bugis and they have promotion for the spectacles! I am so tempted to get one, but managed to have some self-discipline. It was a Anna Sui's spec, earth colored frame, super nice! =/ oh well, like what boyfriend said, I changed my set less than a year ago, so I shouldn't be thinking about it.

My Chinese New Year clothing is more or less settled! Managed to get one very cool clothe, love it to the MAX, it was turquoise in color, I love it, but still feeling a little regretful that I should have gotten the orange piece as well, so I am still hoping to get one more clothe, something towards auspicious color. =x Maybe my next shopping trip is two weeks later, make sure bf shop with me again! =D

I am getting my MACBOOK! Looking forward to it, but it's only during the end of Feb! argh...

It's finally Saturday! A super big day for boyfriend, and that is...



POP!!

Met his family and went to the floating platform. It's heartening to see the ceremony.
However, it was pretty irritating to see people from the seatings stand up and wave to their sons, brothers or bfs, because "HEY PEOPLE! DO YOU THINK YOUR SON, BROTHER OR BOYFRIEND CAN MAKE YOU OUT THAT FAR?!" Come on, seriously, brainless, can't you people just sit down for goodness sake.

Ask me how I manage to take the pictures. Those people blocked my views, so I went down to the front and squat down at the railing to take. Pathetic right, and an auntie is even more overboard, she stood right behind me and bend over to lend against the railing. Hello auntie, can you be more considerate and find your own space? Seriously, Singaporeans... haix. =s

Anyway, other than those people, I am elated seeing my dearest. <3
Talking to him is the best way to release my stress, USUALLY. (sometimes he can be irritating.)
Dearest, you're a big boy now! lol.

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I am finally done with my assignment! okay, there are 4 more to go and still counting till end of the year, but the next due date is after cny! Anyway, I had finally sort out my thoughts, and decided to just finish up my report even if it is rubbish, because plus Fri's exam, it's really suffocating me. Rushed home to print everything out and dump it in the assignment box, not looking back again. Just hope I'll do well enough.

How I wish tomorrow is Friday, frankly speaking, I can't wait for this week to end, because I really feel that I had neglected some of the kids. I do not have sufficient time to do more things for them, preparation of play etc, I wanted to do play dough with them, but again, they have worksheets to be done. really, sighs. I am so sorry to them, but somehow I'll squeeze out time to compensate. =(

I miss boyfriend dearly although I was last with him on Sunday, he's such a sweet thing knowing that I have assignment to do, and offered to help me with it by giving advises and ideas, but I decided to just goggle and dump everything, even so, my report is like very thick, so thankfully bf didn't add on to it, if not I think my lecturer will kill me when reading through. I can't wait to see him on Saturday, and be with him hopefully for the whole Sunday! <3

Okay, I've slacked enough, maybe I should really start studying before it's too late. Wish me all the best! I'll be back next week. =)

It's the year of 2011!

Spent the last few hours of 2010, welcoming the first hour of 2011 with boyfriend! It's 2am now.

Caught "Meet The Parents - Little Fockers", it was hilarious! To me, I interpret that the main objective is to be yourself, lead your own life, live for yourself, maybe it's because half of me is living for others, thus after watching the show, it feels that way, and it did made me think. Anyway, we had lots of junk food for dinner, I even tried the rice cake from a kiosk stall, which surprisingly taste alright to me! Went to Marche for some desserts, and find a seat to catch the fireworks.

Before I left my house to meet dearest, I searched the internet for awhile, a forum says that at VivoCity, the best view of firework is at the lvl 1, 2 and 3, central portion as it will be in the sea, I heed the advice. To my horror, it's rubbish! Thankfully bf insisted on staying at the rooftop, otherwise we won't be able to take any pictures! The firework is just somewhere near Marche!!!!!!! We only managed to get better pictures of fireworks which came from the Sentosa or Mount Faber(I think it is). Tsk. Still the Marina Square's one is better. Feel so cheated, I want to catch better one again! ><

Having a BBQ session over at my house later in the afternoon, can't wait for it! But can time pass slower? I can't bear for my weekend to just pass so quickly, I refuse to face the studying part!!!! =(

Alright, it is time to sleep, I am seriously deprive of sleep, and it will continue until end of 7th Jan, because I need to rush a stupid assignment and study for my exam! =( so will probably be blogging again on Friday.

I shall end this post with....



Till then....