Can you imagine how time flies?

Dearest boyfriend had already went through 4months of army, in a month's time, he'll be passing out! For all the trainings he went through is 100 times worse than what I am going through, I feel bad for complaining to him how stress and tired I am, I don't believe that I am such a weakling, No matter how tired I am, I have to focus on my revision, even if it's for just mere 30 minutes. Oh, and I must try to find back the more cheerful me, maybe it got lost with my innocence as I grow older. =(

After working in the childcare for one week, I find that I had long lost my ability to connect with kids, I used to able to play with them, I would even find toddlers in my neighborhood to play with! Now when one cries, and I cannot calm them down, I feel super lost. Plus there're so many kids, it can be hell. Of cos, there are times when they'll just call teacher and came running to hug you. There're pros and cons. Maybe for as long as I live, I'll probably consider studying in education field, and probably teaching higher levels, at least there'll be lesser cryings. HAHA! Just maybes.

Sigh, time for studies!

ps: There's definitely no festive feel this year. =/