It's end of 2010!!

Let's see, 2010 is pretty a smooth sailing year.

- Graduated with a Diploma
- Changed two jobs within a year
- Got recruited in a field of interest

I guess the only stupidest thing happened in 2010 is the boyfriend's ex episode, which when I read it again, I find it hilarious. How can a 22 yrs old talk like a 16 yrs old, and still strongly believe that she's still 16?! Anyway, it's totally stupid and childish, the only conclusion is she's a self denial person, no wonder the episode, especially given her background. tsk.

My New Year resolution was never once fulfilled, so I decided that I should not make any one. However, hopefully I will get a one time pass for my driving license!

My luck in 2010 is pretty good, hopefully it continues. My health is otherwise, I kept falling sick, and it's pretty irritating. Anyway, I am thankful to my wonderful friends, family and the most awesome boyfriend for being such a wonderful accompaniment throughout the year, hopefully I made yours wonderful too!! May the year ahead be even better, it definitely will!! =))

Okay, you can stop reading from here.. because below is for boyfriend, Koen Chong Chee Wei!!



To you:

Thank you for being there for me everytime I need you, even when you can't be there physically, you never fail to hear my troubles and give me advises (even when you're in army). You're the most awesome boyfriend who put up with my mood swing, occasion tantrums, giving me endless encouragement, and support, giving in to me, loving me more each day and keeping all promises made.

I saw you getting more matured in the year, and I am happy for you. You had stepped into another stage in life, and am glad that you are enjoying it. All the best and jia you ok?

Lastly, I love you. =)

Merry Christmas everyone!

Spent half day of the eve in the childcare and the other half with dearest! Went to bf's church, to acc him, and on the other hand, to experience how they celebrate Christmas. The people there were pretty friendly, and the plays they put on were entertaining! I think I experience more than squeezing in Orchard! lol.

Finally I managed to catch Rapunzel!! Yes, that is the first thing bf and I did on Christmas day, because the show is at 12am! Super love it that NEX is just less than 10mins away from my house, it's so convenient!!! Bf stayed over and helped me to do some wrappings for my friends! So excited for 1st Jan to come.

Gosh, time pass so fast, hopefully faster, and smoothly! Maybe after this I wouldn't want to study for one year, it's really terrible!

Work and lesson was very tiring today, especially during lecture, I almost fell asleep! goodness.
Write out 2 topics of notes, which I don't think anything went into my head, and stop. 3 more weeks to exam, and I have 14weeks. Die.

Beautiful Sunday with Olivia Ong was over!
It was pretty nervous, because it's the first time I encounter full house (1800+ audience) for the concert. It was quite an experience to perform with Olivia Ong in an Orchestra. Shall wait for the recordings to be out and see how we played. LOL! Anyway, it was a great Sunday, and I wished that it haven't end so fast! I haven't enjoyed enough, at that point of time, I wished I am still studying in NYP. If only time can be rewind..

NYPCO finally announced the Taiwan trip, and I CAN'T GO!!! I wanted to go badly, if only my opportunity comes next yr end. >< Emo.

Off to bed, nights! May tomorrow be a better day..

ps: my throat super itchy ar!!!! =(

I'm sick, caught flu for the 4th time within 9months of entering the working society.

All I can say is that my body is trying very hard to adapt the new environment and tremendous amount of stress I am giving it. =.=

I kept thinking of this SLR I saw in Courts when bf and I were exploring the new mall at Serangoon. I love the way the pictures turn out (the colour and the clarity), but I don't know how it'll turn out on the computer, since sometimes the picture on the screen would be look different from on the computer. Anyway, is there any advice, whether this camera is good?

It's the first day of the second week at work, and I think I'm not a good teacher. =( I can't haven't grasp the skill/ technique on class management, I tend to drift into focusing only on one at a time, and then there's the boy in the class who went around hitting or disturbing other kids, what can be worst than a kid who is not afraid of you hitting or punishing him? It's a headache. =( I definitely need to exercise self-regulatory of emotion, staying clam even when the children goes out of control. HAHA! I guess that is 最高境界! =x

Can you imagine how time flies?

Dearest boyfriend had already went through 4months of army, in a month's time, he'll be passing out! For all the trainings he went through is 100 times worse than what I am going through, I feel bad for complaining to him how stress and tired I am, I don't believe that I am such a weakling, No matter how tired I am, I have to focus on my revision, even if it's for just mere 30 minutes. Oh, and I must try to find back the more cheerful me, maybe it got lost with my innocence as I grow older. =(

After working in the childcare for one week, I find that I had long lost my ability to connect with kids, I used to able to play with them, I would even find toddlers in my neighborhood to play with! Now when one cries, and I cannot calm them down, I feel super lost. Plus there're so many kids, it can be hell. Of cos, there are times when they'll just call teacher and came running to hug you. There're pros and cons. Maybe for as long as I live, I'll probably consider studying in education field, and probably teaching higher levels, at least there'll be lesser cryings. HAHA! Just maybes.

Sigh, time for studies!

ps: There's definitely no festive feel this year. =/

I am suppose to be studying, but half the time, I am using my laptop to take breaks.