LONG WEEKENDS!
Spent my Friday with CO peeps, an enjoyable one. Caught the MegaMind 3D movie at Yishun, and I thought it was pretty a waste of money to watch the 3D one, not that the show is not nice, it's rather the effect for the 3D is not very good.Head to the Safra and swam 10 laps with my injured(minor) leg, didn't dare to swim too fast and hard, fearing of leg cramp or further injuring my injury and thus drown. Little chances of happening, but I'll not take that risk! Played at the arcade for awhile, spent $4 to win 56 tickets, which is only sufficient to redeem small tidbit(s), very pathetic. Headed next door to play the pool for 2hrs, for just $10.50! Super cheap can!! very satisfied. Took our dinner and headed off to Teck Han's house after that, which is where he shocked Eugene and us with a cake for Eugene's birthday. The reaction from everyone is valuable. Watched My Wife is a Gangster 3 till 3am, and stayed till 2pm before we head different ways home.
Eventful.
Tomorrow is my second driving lesson! Plus I'll be meeting Ting for shopping! =) Hopefully Monday won't come so fast, I haven't really enjoyed myself. =/
Something have been weighing on me, but there is no one I can really confide. After all, certain things, or rather most of the times only you can help yourself, because sometimes when you said it out, someone may just be equally or more upset than you, or worst, gets agitated when you're upset enough, then what is the point of confiding. Anyway, somehow I just suddenly have this empty feeling, I don't know why. Maybe I suddenly lost the trust, I don't know what is the truth. I don't even know if I should even trust my instinct, for it is always 50-50 chances of being right/ wrong. Useless ain't I? Regardless of friendship, blood related relationship or boy-girl relationship, trust is very important, trusting yourself is just as important, but somehow I am losing even trust in myself. I don't know, am I numb to what I feel and hear?
In the appearance, everything seems to be pretty smooth sailing, so why am I feeling this way? What exactly am I not satisfied in?
I know I had probably made a headless post here, that is deliberate, but I guess I should not reveal the details here, for I suppose that there is a limit to vent frustration or in this case, more likely of emotional stress, I shall stop here.
All I can say is, my sky out of sudden darken, I could not see the light, even a gleams of light, who will clear the clouds for me?