NEW JOB!

I don't know if it is an awesome one or just normal, but it was totally a new experience and I am trying very hard to learn. I have a hard time memorizing the kids names, I need more time, I guess. The kids I handle were in play group age, so they were pretty innocent, yet intelligent, sometimes bullies me, so at times they are devil to me, but definitely they listens to me after all, I guess because I am bigger size than them. HAHA! Now I am still trying to bond with them though. Hopefully by end of the week, they'll love me more. =x

Class was pretty interesting. Boring in the first part, the second lesson was pretty more interesting. I think I am more interested in the psychology part. However, I am not use to the style of the course material, and the format of writing for this course. I am always writing in technical terms, and this, it is more of english, you know how science reports were, they never bother about your grammars, vocabulary, etc, I seriously hope that I won't fail! ><

Thankfully that there is only one exam in this diploma course, majority were graded based on written assignments and projects, however it could be a down side. I don't know. Whatever, just let me pass. LOL.

TOMORROW is the day, the start of my new job, and S-T-U-D-Y.

TWO more days to my last day! I won't get to rest in between, so what is the difference.

=.=

hmmm, the only difference is, no more chemical splashes, no more touching of corrosive chemicals, and inhaling toxic fumes! Exaggerating a little, protective wears were provided, I'm just a clean freak since I started work, so don't mind me. =)

I can't wait for Saturday to arrive, because bf is going to date me again! lol! Swimming after CO and shop for some clothes for work. I need jeans terribly, how can I survive on only one pathetic jeans? I love shopping with bf, because I'll be under controlled with his presence. =) However this time I really intend to spurge a little more than usual, hopefully I won't get any scoldings.

Work load is super heavy this week, it's my last week! Why can't I have more relaxed one? =( Shall wait for bf's call and SLEEP early, I need to be recharged for tomorrow, I am very exhausted after work today. argh.

MUSCLE ACHE!

I feel like lazing around today, but NO, there's work. Sigh.

I totally enjoyed myself yesterday, should had  remembered that I have driving lesson on that day, so I can cancel it without forfeiting my money. High element is LOVE! I only dislike the one that require me to hold on the vertical hanging ropes, and yesterday I found out secret bf which did not tell me! It's no longer a secret, but if I post it up here I guarantee he'll kill me. When we purchase the entrance ticket one wk ago, we were told that there'll be a BBQ buffet lunch during lunch hour, but yesterday when we asked the organiser, she said the buffet is at 4pm! They want to starve us. >< Nevertheless, we enjoyed ourselves. =)

Driving lesson was pretty awesome as well. I guess I was a little tired, couldn't concentrate at all, almost stall the car a few times. Thankfully I did not. My instructor actually allows me to drive very long distance; Ubi - Hougang - Sengkang - Punggol - Buangkok. So I was tired and nervous at the same time, because not only am I travelling on the main road, I am asked to change lane alot of times! I actually felt relieved when my time is up.

Oh ya, bf's memory card from his camera suddenly died when we were ending our day, wanting to take final picture. I am such a pro fixing it for him. LOL! Managed to recover most of the pictures we took yesterday, reformatted the card and IT REVIVED! For this, I spent a total of 3 to 4 hrs. Maybe I should charge him a fee? =x

Saturday just pass like that. How can?! Just CO prac, and that's all.. ><

Went on a date with dearest, it was an awesome date! Laughed a lot with him. =)

Catch Harry Potter part 1, the show was a lot better than the previous one, but maybe it could be better. Thankfully this is not the 3D version, we thought it wouldn't be nice with 3D, meaningless. However, I am looking for the 2nd part, it looks as though the ending will be pretty thrilling!

I planned to swim with him after the show, but luck is not on my side! It was raining cats and dogs till 4pm. Went to Yishun Safra to redeem bf's item, and bought my cap there at $11! I asked bf to bring me there often, cos with his membership, he's very useful. LOL! Signed up the Sunday event, feeling excited about it.

I feel unhealthy, and erm, a little fat. Haven't got to swim for the last 2 weeks, and missed today! =( never mind, will probably made it up on Fri or Sat.

The awesome date although short, I am thankful that bf sacrifice his rest day to be out with me. Love him to the max! Thank you for the effort Koen Chong... <3

YES! Finally everything confirmed. Wanted to take a short break before changing job, but NOOOOOOO, I'm starting work again on the 29th, and I have to chiong for one year without leave! I don't know how to survive. =/

Although the benefits as well as the working hours is not as nice as the current one, I am looking for the satisfaction of the job, unlike current one, it's strictly routine task. Hopefully I'll be happier at the new environment. The best of all is that I get to gain another Diploma for free, and get paid at the same time. Awesome isn't it, the deal is to be bonded for 2 years, which is not any problem, since by the end of 2 years, I am still young, at the age of 23. So be it, if I want to change line, I still can do so! (hopefully I'll just settle down in this line)

Having mixed feeling for leaving so suddenly with minimum notice period given, felt pretty guilty as well. After all, my colleagues were pretty nice, they all looked after me, even those in the office. I am pretty lucky to find such a slack job job for my first job, and I get to have my own table plus PC (one which cannot log on to facebook =.=)

Anyway, I think I want a 2D1N trip maybe to Malaysia for a break! Perhaps I should discuss with bf, I hate BMT period, no leave at all. =( If the discussion is unsuccessful, I have to wait for 2 years when I can take my leave! haix, at that time, I will take one week leave. WAHAHAHA!

Tian ah, want to resign also so tedious. =(

Hopefully can settle it without anymore monetary involved. Broke le la... =((

I had spent my Saturday well!

Finally Saturday is arriving!

I hope this episode will not turn out to be a nightmare. I am trying very very hard to be positive. Somehow I feel that I should be able to sail through smoothly, but nothing is impossible to happen. I need alot of luck tomorrow!

Take a deep breath and it'll be over in minutes. Jia you Sin Ye, you can do it. =)

Oh man, I can't wait for Saturday be over. I feel like telling the whole world what is happening, but no, I should not throw my face unless it's really confirmed. I can only say that I feel super nervous about it, because I am not sure if I will be accepted or not. It is not about the confidence, but it's totally something different, something I had wanted before, like an unfulfilled dream, and I am determine to do my best to grab hold of this opportunity. Hopefully I am doing the right thing, I am sure that I am though..

Ok, I should not say much, or I'll just leak it out. RAWR. =(

Thank goodness tomorrow is Friday, and the coming Wednesday is a public holiday! shouts hurray! Now I should get my beauty sleep, because I don't know why my pimple suddenly pops out like nobody's business recently. =(

Good Night!

ps: Wish me good luck, I need it terribly. Please let everything goes smoothly. Argh, I feel like screaming out. =/

Awww, my long weekend just ended like that. I haven't had enough fun!

Went to a TCM shop with mum after driving lesson, where they conduct a free blood test trial. To my horror, I have a body of 40yrs old. Due to my diet, and lack of exercises during school days, I have cholesterol and fats (excess) along my vein's walls, blood clots, dead cells and too much free radicals (which is prone to cancer and aging at a faster rate). But according to my research, there is a possibility of so much excess of free radicals in my body, could also be due to my flu last week, that my body purposefully produce that free radicals to fight against bacteria and viruses. Thus, whatever the reason is, I should start taking in more vegetable and fruits, or rather Vitamin C and E foods, I would want to be 60 at the age of 30.

Sighs, I don't know if it is true or not, but the last yr and mid of this year when I went to the temple, I got a "qian" which mentioned that if I have any illness, it'll be hard to cure, yes, I got that same sentence twice. Please let this be wrong. I had fallen sick twice within 6 months, and now, my ankle is swollen for don't know what reason, which is a recurring problem over the past 4 yrs. I have problem climbing down the stairs! =.=

Anyway, hopefully all these will be over soon. At least now I know that I feels tired so easily due to the cholesterol, and possibly due to above average viscosity of the blood which resulted slower blood circulation. Seriously, it does scares me pretty much to know that I actually have such condition. =(

LONG WEEKENDS!

Spent my Friday with CO peeps, an enjoyable one. Caught the MegaMind 3D movie at Yishun, and I thought it was pretty a waste of money to watch the 3D one, not that the show is not nice, it's rather the effect for the 3D is not very good.Head to the Safra and swam 10 laps with my injured(minor) leg, didn't dare to swim too fast and hard, fearing of leg cramp or further injuring my injury and thus drown. Little chances of happening, but I'll not take that risk! Played at the arcade for awhile, spent $4 to win 56 tickets, which is only sufficient to redeem small tidbit(s), very pathetic. Headed next door to play the pool for 2hrs, for just $10.50! Super cheap can!! very satisfied. Took our dinner and headed off to Teck Han's house after that, which is where he shocked Eugene and us with a cake for Eugene's birthday. The reaction from everyone is valuable. Watched My Wife is a Gangster 3 till 3am, and stayed till 2pm before we head different ways home.

Eventful.

Tomorrow is my second driving lesson! Plus I'll be meeting Ting for shopping! =) Hopefully Monday won't come so fast, I haven't really enjoyed myself. =/

Something have been weighing on me, but there is no one I can really confide. After all, certain things, or rather most of the times only you can help yourself, because sometimes when you said it out, someone may just be equally or more upset than you, or worst, gets agitated when you're upset enough, then what is the point of confiding. Anyway, somehow I just suddenly have this empty feeling, I don't know why. Maybe I suddenly lost the trust, I don't know what is the truth. I don't even know if I should even trust my instinct, for it is always 50-50 chances of being right/ wrong. Useless ain't I? Regardless of friendship, blood related relationship or boy-girl relationship, trust is very important, trusting yourself is just as important, but somehow I am losing even trust in myself. I don't know, am I numb to what I feel and hear?

In the appearance, everything seems to be pretty smooth sailing, so why am I feeling this way? What exactly am I not satisfied in?

I know I had probably made a headless post here, that is deliberate, but I guess I should not reveal the details here, for I suppose that there is a limit to vent frustration or in this case, more likely of emotional stress, I shall stop here.

All I can say is, my sky out of sudden darken, I could not see the light, even a gleams of light, who will clear the clouds for me?

Welcome November!! Finally it's another new month, please end quickly and let December be here. I want my holidays. =)

This week is a 4 days working week, I love it to the max! Hopefully bf will book out earlier, I miss him.

Had a dinner and dessert session with Florence yesterday, she is very nice to treat me, as my belated birthday present. Had dessert at Skinny Pizza and Teppanyaki at Sakae, both are awesome! It was only yesterday when I realized Wheelock Place have a handful of delicious foods! I shall head back to try other shops one day. Anyway, had a good catching up with her, although it was merely 4hrs meet up, it's a pity that Angelyn and Xin Ee couldn't join us. Hopefully the next time, the three of us have a common free time to meet up!