I feel sick. Nauseous. Exhausted. Headache. Stuffy + itchy nose.

Seriously, I had at least 7hrs of sleep everyday, and I only have to work till 5.30pm, yet I am always tired, plus now getting sick often. Why is that so? My schedule was even more hectic during study period, and I don't fall sick for more than 1 year! Now I don't even need to worry for my exams, results, etc, so why is this happening? I don't understand.

Work is pretty rushing this week. Of all times, they chose to schedule tedious products to be manufactured when one of us were on leave, worst, there are 3 kinds this week. It is only yesterday when we finally relax, but find time moving too slowly. Oh, and it's my 6th month into working life! I'm aiming to start lessons by the time I reached 1 yr into working life. Not much time to slack, also not much time to save up the amount.. =(

Bf had been sick and very sick. Last week when I saw him, he was having flu. Thursday when he calls me, he vomited, and was feeling very sick. Exhaustion I guess. Made me pretty worried, but like what friends told me, there'll be ppl in the camp to look after him, and he's already a big guy (or rather old guy? =p). Meeting him later, but I feel super sian, because I am not feeling too good either! =.=

If only life is a fairytale.. But it is sad to know that reality is a shit. Sometimes I really hate the process of waiting for future to slowly reveal, I am very impatient to know the outcome. Will I be able to reach to Diploma stage, will I be able to get a good diploma for teaching, will I be able to find students, will I be teaching private or school, will we last till old age, will I be happy, etc.

Rubbish.

Please pardon me, because I am starting to feel sick of my job, and had a very strong urge to change line. But I know me very well, regardless of what line I'm in, I'll be sick of it sooner or later. I am only taught to do my job well, whether I like it or not, because of one BIG word: Responsibility.

As for relationship, I kind of feel weird. Why? Because I start to not mind how long we're meeting. If it was the past me, I would demand to meet in the morning and part only when it's very late at night. I felt surprise when he told me to meet in the mid afternoon, and I agree it without much thinking. I used to mind that we don't talk over the phone for 4 hrs, but now, even for a mere minute, I am satisfied with it. Am I changing for the good or bad?

Ah yes, it's all these stupid things which caused me to be sleepless after I somehow woke up at 6am, and couldn't really sleep because of all these thoughts. Until now I couldn't clear them.

Went to the MINDS cafe at Funan, and had lots of fun. Played the guessing game, the way we depicts the words is super hilarious. Anyway, Happy 20th birthday to Shi Rui! Next will be my 21st! Silent 21st. LOL!! Although I'll only be 21 once only, but I figured out that there is no need to make a boo-ha over it. People are celebrating it as a significant of freedom, but seriously, I had already alot of freedom, you see I can go overseas with only bf, I can go out till late at night, only to inform my parents that I'll be staying out late out of respect, I can even stay over at a friend's house whom I haven't met for 3 yrs till 7am! plus they don't intrude in what jobs, which line I wanted to be in, what I want to do, as long as it's decent. What more freedom do I need, when I already have the freedom of a full grown adult? It's just like any normal day, just a little more love from the loved ones (bf, friends and family) to me, if I can don't work (not taking leave) it'll be even better. LOL!