My August is a very happening yet tiring one. Super exhausted that my body is vulnerable to catch the flu virus. =( Anyway, I survived through 2 concerts in one week interval in a month! It is the most tiring concert I had ever participated. Glad that the audience thinks that it is a good concert, although I thought we could have done alot better.. =/

Had a pre-NS dinner with CO peeps for dearest bf after the Sunday's concert at Seoul Garden. Regretted for not booking the tables, we end up sitting separately. Thankfully others don't seemed to mind the lousy arrangement by the lousy organizer (me).. =) but we had fun and were super bloated. Oh, I ate at least 2 eggs on that very day. =x We, a few of us were thinking of bowling after the dinner were postpone to the next day, as we're all dead beat. Again, we had fun. Wonder why bf is so afraid of us shaving his hair off.. LOL! He can actually lost focus, and lost to us! funny.

The day have finally arrive. In less than 12 hours, bf is going into army. I had mixed feelings about this issue. I am worried, upset, excited, nervous and anxious for him. I don't know how I am going to cope, but I know I had to even if I could not. But it's 2 weeks long!! The worst record I did not meet him is alot lesser than 2 wks! =( Initially I thought it will just come and go, but now, today, the last day before he goes in, I cried all the way from after work till I reach home! In fact I wanted to cry very much in the morning already, but managed to suppress it. Logically it is silly to cry over such stuffs, but emotionally, I could not help it.. maybe crying more will makes me feel better?

Oh well, please let the 2 weeks fly as fast as possible..

ps: can I scream out loud??