It's really the curiosity killed the cat situation. Now I am feeling even worst. I don't know which is true and which is false. I don't know how you're going to explain to me. I am eager to solve this, and put things right, what about you? I have no idea. Super depressed now.

Didn't have any appetite to have my lunch. Sighs. Seriously, I'm tired. I feel sleeping in a bed now till tomorrow morning. ><

It's april fool today. It's holiday tomorrow, but I am emotionless. There's alot running through my mind.

It is easy to put up a strong front and pretend everything is well and good infront of others, obviously I am super good at it. >< Wonder if it is good or bad....