It's lunch break! =) I can blog for awhile.. =x

Went for check up, and tsk, they ask me to go down to Kranji for audio check up. ma fan lo.. Zzz. Anyway, while waiting for my turn (actually there are no queue, just that when there is patient, I am not their priority ><), I received bf's msg. He say he'll meet me after my check up wor!!! super nan de lo, cos he kept saying that he's unwell blah blah blah.. But end up still meet me.. Wahahaha. Super happy.
Anyway, it was only 4pm when I finished check up, and bf wanted to catch a movie - Kidnapper, but it only shows at 7.45pm. damn sian hor.. so went to walk at woodlands. Went to the arcade to take a ride in the stimulator, I will say that it is super lousy lo.. >< Initially even thought that it's scary, but NOOOOO! I only hate the graphic, because it made me feel dizzy. =.=
Yup, that was yesterday, and in overall, I had a fun day with bf. =))

Today! Super TIRED! really lo, don't know why, but thankfully, work load is not that heavy today. HAHA! For me it's never heavy, YET. But yup, learned quite alot, and this company seems to be quite good lei, hopefully I can last here bahx! =)

Bf is very sweet. Gave me a very sweet morning msg. Ok, not really morning msg, but I saw it only when I wake up.. =x Anyway, hopefully bf will get better from the knock out yesterday and meet me me later.. HAHA!

Sighs, later got to head over to Admiralty to do pre-employment check up. Super sian.. So far la! Plus sleepy bugs wouldn't leave me alone.. Feels so lazy now, wished that I can juz laze on the sofa and watch my tv, not going anywhere.. =x

Finally bf is free on sats and sun!!! means that my wish of going to zoo can be fulfilled SOON! HAHA!!!

I don't know why, I don't feel stressed at work or unhappy, very neutral, but yet I still dream of myself working when I am sleeping! This is not good. Tsk. No wonder I am always tired, because I am always "working". LOL!

Super happy today!!! =)

Meet bf for early breakfast in school before combine practice starts, and he treat me Mac breakfast! hehe. Cos I told him that I haven't had mac breakfast for very long.. Thanks Dar! <33!!
Haven't said this to him; I haven't walked to school with him for don't know how long lo! very long jiu shi le.. HAHA! who knows he might meet me everyday till I sian hor... LOL! *day dream*

Went singing AGAIN! This time I eat more than I sing. HAHA! Finally I get to taste Katong Laksa from Katong.. LOL!!! sua ku hor.. I know.. =) It's too far for me, if it's not for Chia Sin's suggestion, I might not have taste it today.. =s It was a nice singing session with them.. They are rather tolerant, because they can stand my out-of-pitch singing which is what my sisters cannot tolerate, neither bf will, because he'll keep saying me and TEASE ME! irrritating. =x HAHA!

OK! Shall upload the pics I've got today and SLEEP!!!! very early hor.. Nice, I LIKE! OH! bought tidbits again!!! OMG, Bf already reminded me that I am getting meatier, yet I forgot about it.. sighs.. Must try to diet again.. hmmmm, survive on bread?? HAHA! It's totally impossible man! =x

Finally home sweet home! =)

First day at work is so-so. Apparently I have returned everything to lecturers. =s super brain dead after lunch, shall not eat too much for lunch anymore.. =/ Squeezed quite a amount of things, but I can only say acceptable, because I still have tons to learn! =( What to do.. I am paid. LOL! The only good news is, next friday is a HOLIDAY! super happy!!! =) Now I understand why Joyce will be so damn happy when there's holiday... HAHA! I am learning to appreciate it now... =x The only sad thing is, I am still stranger to my new colleagues. hmmmm... Hopefully I'll be close to them real soon! =s

Saturday coming le!!! quick come!!!! I want combine prac and then outing with them again!!!! hahahaha! But first, I need to sleep early today, otherwise tomorrow I confirm shag. ><

WEDNESDAY! It's combine prac day! =))

I want to save save save and go for lasik. LOL! Just saying only.. >< Tomorrow start work le, but I am not ready yet. I feel not ready. Regretted for agreeing to start so early. Should give myself till next week ma.. sighs. Nvm, must learn how to 认命 already. =x

Tomorrow marks the start of a new phase of my life. Hopefully I will enjoy my working life, and love my colleagues. =) hmmm, besides the fact that I might be a little slow in digesting theories, I should be nice to work with. HAHA! Lastly, hopefully I have sufficient amount of energy left to attend co practices, and crawl out of bed to work the next day.. =x

Wish me luck! =)

YAY!! Finally, I officially graduated from NYP! Hopefully I can receive the most important call now, I need a job. Gratz to bf, because he graduated as well!!! =) Wahaha, I suppose that shows that he's better off with me? heh, a bit thick skin.. LOL! But then again, really ma.. He passed every module when he's with me.. <3! Ok la, he passed because of his own hard work la... =)

Result is a miracle, but GPA is so lousy lo!!! drop by 0.02 some more, already so pathetic still drop. shag sia... =(  Nvm, my aim is to graduate jiu hao.. LOL!

Seriously, today is my best day la! Firstly, I see all pass when I expect a fail. Secondly, I got the job!!!! starting work on Thurs, no more slacking liao.. Lastly, bf is coming to give me a hug! lol.. Jk. Anyway, I am super happy! Hopefully I will give my best everyday during work. But I believe like during my attachment, I have to go through the most boring period, and that is read those boring SOP as well as some documents or something. eyer. ><

For now, I need to go happy, and slack for one more day, before work..

Feeling super SLEEPY! Will sleep super early today. <3

Went to school for the whole day, from 10 to 6+pm. Practice and practice and practice, but this is the kind of interaction I love, that is the kind of feeling I am looking for and that is definitely what kept me going back to CO. Hopefully juniors can improve faster. =) But then again, I am no better than them, just better in smoking through. HAHA!

I am super in love with the super mario song now. Every now and then, the song will drift in, and I'll hum.. haha! Seriously, why is poly life over so fast?! I haven't have enough of the fun yet! lol.. ok, I don't want to repeat another year either. =.=

Tomorrow, MARINA BARRAGE!!! That means, PICNIC! hehe. Tomorrow will be fun!!! =)

Went for CO prac, and oh my! so little people, and like no mood like that. It's music with no feelings.. =s
Ok la, I am mentally sleeping as well. Zzz. Can I blame the good, nice raining weather? =x

Meet up with Ting to the temple in Bugis, that was when I realized that I have very bad luck, everything is not good, got a lot of 小人. That is one of the SPOT ON! Some others would be I think too much, luck is terribly bad, etc. LOL! Did some prayers in hope to get rid those bad lucks and 小人, as well as to bless me. Hopefully it is useful. hmmm...

Getting results soon, and I am feeling super panic. HAHA! Ya, because I think I might not do well. However, I have been psyching myself to think positively. So ya, hopefully I'll see all pass, can wear the graduate cloak, take a final nice pictures with my friends and lecturers, and mark the end of poly life. Ok la, I believe I can, hopefully I will have enough luck to finish this up.

I don't know why, but somehow today I feel super tired. The feeling is like both mentally and physically drain out. It only turn better when I came home and sit on my sofa. =.= Probably I have already rot. LOL! Trying change my lifestyle into future working condition, such as sleep earlier and wake up earlier. =s

Mon going for sectional, plus meeting BF for dinner in my house! Gonna have a good spread of dishes on Mon AGAIN!! (ps: that is why I like Koen Chong to have dinner in my house.. =x)

hur. He sounds so like her.. It actually amuse me. LOL! But it's none of my business. =)

Dar and I have different views, really wonder how we actually stand each other for so long and still counting. Funny lo. Even after a bloody fight still can love each other as much. Lol. (a little exaggerating la)

Searching for job is no fun, esp when my mum sees me at home, she'll nag me asking me when am i going to work. Then if I go out, she'll say "huh???! Go out again, don't want to work keep going out.." blah blah blah.
Chill mum, I am looking out for jobs, definitely will work and help with some household expenses.

Went for interviews today, and I think chances are quite high? I don't know, when i feel that chances of me getting the job is impossible, I'll receive calls, but by then I don't want that job le.. lol. So now should i keep expectations low? Hmmm..

Blogging all these in Esplanade library because I am so damn freaking bored. Waiting for bf to come find me. He is very slow lo.. >< but, I am finally going out with him again!! Wonder if we have time to meet up when I start to work. hmmm...

WHEEE! The outing is fun!! =) So happy to see them again.... heh.
I want another outing again, SOON! =x

Sometimes it feels very sad to be officially graduating soon. It feels like as though it's only the beginning, yet in reality, it's going to end. Seriously hope that I'll have time and energy to return to CO when I officially work, because seriously, it's CO that kept me going during studies. Hopefully the upcoming performance I can participate as well! Musique de Cuisine. I love this piece very much.

Anyway, singing in Teo Heng is very cheap la! But Yong Soon still paid the full tab. 梁老师, 谢谢你! Initially I didn't dare to sing, but then still sang in the end. =.= Hopefully tomorrow my voice will still be intact! Yes, finally going for CO combine prac tomorrow again! =)

Received the call for interview with Singtel on Fri. Hmmmm, considering to decline their offer, because the Chemical company's offer will definitely be better.. Shall see how.. =s

I shall end this post with this..

2nd day of rotting. =p

Waiting for the clock to tick at 6pm, to meet huqin members!!! =) K-box! But you know what? I don't dare to sing, because my throat just surprisingly healed in 1 day. Damn sad.

I received a call from one chemical company, hopefully I'll get that job. But then, it's at JURONG ISLAND! working hour is 8 to 5, means I've to wake up damn early.. Sighs. For the sake of ka-chings ($$$), I've left with no choice. I am seriously running out of cash. Anyway, if I can get that job, it's the best, because I can sign up for piano lesson earlier! =) *prays*

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JT - HAHA! True.. my decision got wavered by it's look like a very good prospect, but one which I will not be happy. LOL! THANKS!


Anonymous: Don't be such a coward. Dare to say and scold people yet don't dare to put your BIG name. Tell you this, I don't have many foes, in fact only one and that few brainless people. Of cos I will not name you, because I'm nice. NOOB? =.=  I would rather be a noob than a coward and brainless one. =)

You say that I give attitude, but you started it first, making me feel annoyed. Don't want to go into details, because there is no point. shall blog about my 4 days work, and off to bed I go! =)

Today is finally the LAST DAY! Definitely the most tiring one. For the whole 4 days, I've been standing for the longest period of my life, seriously. Working during IT fair is super fun, especially if your colleagues are super out going, plus, if they're younger. HAHA! They do lots of stuns and funny stuffs which makes your day you see..
Anyway, for the first day everything were mostly already set up, and super not used to it, especially the long standing hours. Surprisingly, the dinner provided is edible. LOL! but really, it's not bad. By the third day, I start to feel shag just when night is falling. For the first two days, I've got car to sit, and the last two days, I've to take bus home. Can you imagine? You stand for one whole day, and still, in order to get home, you have to climb two flights of stairs!!!!! That doesn't include a 5 to 6 mins walk to reach destination.
Today's sale for me should be relatively good, because I've managed to push out quite a few of the most expensive item!! =) However, I've spend $3.40 on cab, because I seriously have no strength to walk home after exhausting myself by helping out with packing and transporting the goods on foot from the level 6 car park, to level 2 car park. I'm seriously amazed by the amount of strength and energy I have to bear through all these, especially when I am already very very tired. ><

After working in the IT fair, I get to see how people actually spend their money. There are people who will just spend their money very willingly even if it is $100 over, there are those who insist on getting only what they want, there are also some who are very easily persuade by others, and some others who are super irritating, they'll toy you. ><
I learnt that it is best to stand on what you need, get it, and off you go. Never be easily persuade to get other stuffs, unless you really need it. Of cos, hard-earned money are meant to be spent, but wisely spent, not on useless stuffs.

Oh well, wed and thurs I'm going for CO!! finally. >< and sat out with TING! =)))) ahhhh, tomorrow there's interview. Seriously, I don't feel like getting that job lei, because there are chances of me getting related field jobs. =s

OHHHH! I saw this advertisement on studies, which is MDIS's course, called BSc (Hons) in Pharmaceutical Management. It looks damn attractive lo! Tempted to go, but NO MONEY! ROAR!!!!!!!!!! plus, my piano how?? I wan piano also.. Haix... Seriously, I don't know where I should head to. =(

Yay! After so many years, I managed to borrow music scores from the library at the Esplanade. Can you imagine how happy I am today? Lol. This book is similar to my sonatina collection. Just that probaby mine is improvised, but the one I borrowed fron the library one seems to be nicer and more fun.. Haha! Shall try it out tmr!!!!

Went for the interview, and part of me is actually hoping that they won't ask me to go work, because the pay is seriously peanuts and I've to end work at 10.45!! Plus work 6days lo, if i go for CO, I have to forgo my dates with bf! And I am very greedy, I want both. Haix, shall see how bahx.
Anyway, waited for my dear bf to end work, and off we go shopping! Bought quite a lot of things. Bought a top from hyponisis, it's super nice! Ok, actually is I like, and Dar thought that it will be a change for me, so bought it. =x Went to New Look, Ting recommended me! Bought a heels there, and I am super in love with the heels, cos it is comfy!! But I am still trying to get use to the height, after a long walk, my feet starts to ache.
Cab down to bugis, and bought my bonia wallet!! Got discount!!! And the wallet is beautiful! Worth the price. Heh. Finally my own bonia... Very please and happy!
On our way to the mrt station to home, 2 types of slippers caught our attention. And bought one of them.
Super happy la! I bought everything that i need in one day! It's the first time lo, thanks to my dear bf whom is super patient with my shopping style and gave me tons of advises and views, plus most importantly, willing to walk a lot. Hehe. Best bf.. =)
In conclusion, I have good harvest, as well as exercise. Bf have benefited as well, and that is exercising. Lol! The best thing is, before the shopping spree start, bf is already tired, therefore have no energy to bully me much! Haha! But still, I want to keep thanking him for accompanying me to shop for so long, because not many guys are willing to accompany their gf to shop. Hehe. Love you! Muackz.

Tmr going to meet pri sch mates for dinner. Tian ah! Spend money again. Need to be thrifty again. Eat as little as possible. Lol, which equals to diet la! =x

KOEN CHONG IS A BIG BIG BIG BULLY! ><
Yes, he is very abusive also. I deserve sympathy. LOL. Just joking. Maybe that is the way we communicate, because we can never be angry with each other for very long.
BUT STILL, he is VERY abusive. You know what he did to me? He kept hitting me, and he hit quite hard de lo! Now he knows how to use his head and bang into mine, new stun. OMG LO! yesterday I've been abused by him since 6+pm till 10pm! ke lian.. He acts like a big kid la! buay tahan... ><
Caught Alice in Wonderland at GV Marina with bf, and the movie is NICE! The characters are funny in their own ways..

Today I'm going to meet my dear bf again, and this time, it's SHOPPING! =)))))) going to buy slipper/ sandal, heels and wallet! confirm spending at least $60 today, sighs. I need more clothes also lei, no more budget in spending liao..

I wonder why I have been wandering around city hall area lately. For 3 continuous days which is Mon, Tues and Wed, plus Thurs to Sun, I'll be in Suntec. LOL! 1 whole wk around city hall.. =.=

WHEEE! Got a call and going for interview for temp job as a call center operator tmr! Super near my house, at serangon north only! What a great deal!!!! PLUS!, I can negotiate my off day, which means I can attend AT LEAST one of my CO practices. YAY!
OH!, and that means, higher chances to participate the club crawl. =) wahahahaha! Ok, shouldn't be too happy yet because, I don't know whether I will be recruit, don't want to be so happy for nth. >< but should be no prob la hor.. I need $$$$! Although the pay is just peanuts, but better than now, where my money is always going out, and not a cent in.

These few days super unhappy with bf. Maybe it's because I pms, then just nice he say and do things that makes me unhappy. Zzz. Going shopping later before meeting him! I have a long list of stuffs that I WANT to get, but trying to save save save! Feel so terrible lo. Dar say he wants to sponsor me to get my wallet, cos I told him it's going to spoil liao.. haha, so nice of him, but not very nice of me. >< I seriously need a job la! Haix...

Wheeeee! Went for combine prac today. I love it! Everytime after combine prac with friends, i feel especially happy la! =) although I kept playing out of tune.. =x I can't wait for the new erhu to come! I want to try it! Lol. But.... will I get the chance? Haha. They say that there'll be a recording, and I thought it is a rare chance for people like me to experience it. Hopefully I can participate, although I know that the recording process will be like HELL. I'm looking forward for all the CO activities that were lined up for this year, just that, will I have the time to participate? Hmmm, hopefully.

Rushed to Tiong Bahru to meet up the colleauges for my 4 days job and argh, waited for pretty long, was quite inpatient, if I had known that they will be so late, my lunch would not be just a piece of sausage dog bun with yuan yang! =x anyway, I'll be selling batteries! Those AA/ AAA batteries plus those big size de oso. But I don't know how good selling are those batteries, although I'm quite convinced that those are pretty good. Hopefully I can get more pay by the commissions! Haha, hopefully...

YAY! I AM OFFICIALLY ON HOLIDAY! Love it to the MAX! because I can fly to Dar after his work to "surprise" him since recently he seems to finish work early. =p (just saying only)

Anyway, today is the first day of holiday. So how do I spend it?
- Sleep till late morning (actually no, I just laze in my bed for 2hrs because the air con was shiok)
- Made breakfast with sis
- Study FTT
- Lunch with parents
- Do facial mask
- Sleep
- Blog

SEEE! I feel like a pig lo.. =(
Anyway, omg! the facial mask got use de lo! I can feel my that my pores are tighter, and the touch is SMOOTH. Wait. My skin is average, it's smooth all the while, just that now is SMOOTHER!
(ok, back) YES!!!! Mask and sleep. Really sleep lo, very seldom will nap in the afternoon. =D And was so surprise that by the time I woke up, it's already 3.40pm, means that I slept for almost TWO hours! Shiok. Imagine you sleep with an icy mask on your face.. SHIOK RIGHT! tee hee.

I feel so sad that there's no programme today! I forgot to ask clique if they want to K-box today, instead of Fri!!! omg. =((((( Fri got sectionals, I cannot K LIAO! *CRIES* ok, don't really sing, but I like hanging out with them... >< hmmm.. SIANZ.

YAY!!!! IT'S OVER! Although I think that I didn't do well *sighs*, but at least I've tried my best. I can't help it when the lecturers want to give questions that I didn't focus on isn't it. I'll just hope for the best. I die die must get this cert, although I don't want to work in this industry. (NO WAY MAN!)

Going to meet huqin members today! OMG! FINALLY I see 3rd Mar. I survived! But grown fatter from all those tidbits I ate while keeping myself awake from hypnotic lecture notes and slides. I'm going to tear up all the pages and throw them into the BIN! =x

According to my current plan, my life will now revolve around finding jobs, piano, FFT/ driving, CO, friends and BF. Still sorting out my thoughts, hopefully I'll find what I want soon. =/

OH NO! I've been slacking, but managed to memorize bits & pieces of important information! Sighhhhhh. Totally no mood to study because it's the last paper. ><
It's finally the last paper tomorrow! OMG! This day is finally turning up! =)

I'm already filling up my schedules after last paper!
03/03: Dinner with huqin section + Yong Shun's concert
04/04: Combine prac (FINALLY CO AGAIN!!!! <3)
05/03: Debating whether I should give sectional a miss for Kbox with clique =/
06/03: Maybe meet up with Ting? hmmm..
07/03: Slack.
08/03: Slack or out with bf.
09/03: Slack or out with bf.
10/03: (EDIT!!!!) Dinner with some closer pri sch friends... Not going CO! =x
11/03: Work
12/03: Work
13/03: Work
14/03: Work

GREAT! I'm working for 4 days, but the pay will only come in one month later. Broke broke broke! =( Anyway, good luck to me and friends for tmr's paper! =)

Sighs, I'm already missing Dar even though we parted for not even 12hours. =(

Oh! I am still struggling with my decision. Should I or should I not continue with piano?? OMG OMG! It won't be easy to study it when I'm still have the fear from the last exam. >< Plus, where do I find flexible working hours to accommodate my studies? =( Sighs, seriously regretted from dropping out the other time, just so that I'll have more free time to do my stuffs. =s Seriously, I need more time to sort out my thoughts, but will I be given that more time, will it be enough?

OVER OVER OVER!!! One more left!!!! OMG! Super excited! =x

I don't know why, before I leave the exam hall, I was confident of my paper, but when I took a step out, I feel so wrong. Argh. I hate this kind of feeling. Hopefully I'll sail through safely, that is what I can only wish.

Regarding music, most probably I will take up piano again. Everybody whom I consulted thinks that I should continue too! hmmm, I should do my best to overcome my obstacle. And I believe I CAN! =) So after graduation, I shall give myself, erm, 2 months free of studies??? HAHA! Shall discuss with mum later.

Anyway, Dar came over for dinner. He's a sly one. HAHA! Actually bought something and sneak into my bag without me knowing, esp when I'm angry with him being super late. But, WOW! when I realized that he was late because he went to get something for me, I feel damn guilty for being angry with him. =s Show him attitude some more lo... haix, sorry Dar, really sorry. =( Anyway, that necklace he got for me is beautiful! Thanks alot Dar!!! Love you! =) Thank god, you are tolerant towards me.. <3

Yay! It's Mon! Means tat I'll be free in 2 more days!

Mummy just talked to me, she hopes that I can continue pursue music. I wanted too, but am I ready for those exams? I rmb having bad times during tat period, esp when I'm suppose to take grade 6 or 7 but was forced to take grade 8. It was a horrible experience. How how how?
If I were to take up part time job and study music, I'll have a lot of time to go for driving lessons. Sighs.

Sighs, shall wait till wed before I decide. =s

Losers find faults even in unrelated issues when they have nothing to say. These people are really boliao.