Happy 17th month together! <3


You're always loved. =)

OMG! AIC is such a bore module. It always seems to be able to understand, yet when you want to attempt the pyp, you'll go blank. =.= Of cos, when you're revising, you go "Zzzzzzzz" sighs. What's more, there's a family gathering later, and I can't study after 4! This is shit. I haven't finish my revision (ok, revision is never ending).

You know, after so much, after telling them so much, they just cannot stop blaming on bf and my side. Are they all dumbs? They keep insisting that I'm siding on bf's side when I've said that there are no rights for ALL parties. We're all wrong. They just don't get it that I'm unhappy with Miss Tan insults towards Koen, but I am not against her with being agitated with the sms that bf sent her since it is her problem, because she decided to entertain him, even though he find him a pest. Anyway, I decided to not waste my breath on them, I shall optimize my free time doing better stuffs instead.

Anyway, Miss Tan, you're being contradicting again.So much for saying that love isn't measured through money, but yet bragging to others on the diamond ring that your bf gave. =.=
Firstly, it is my principle not to spend my bf's money that way. He is ONLY a bf, not my husband. I wouldn't accept such an expensive gift from him, because I wouldn't want to OWE him. Plus, I don't even allow him to treat me to an expensive dinner, even if the total tab is only $40 (YES! I think that is expensive enough, I feel that money are hard-earned, I feel the pain.), I'll insist to pay AT LEAST one-quarter of it lo (more if I have the budget). What makes you think he will get an expensive gift for me, when I don't even accept him paying a full $40 dinner in the first place?
Secondly, the $49 bracelet is what I saw, and liked it, seeing that I liked it, he wanted to get it for me, is there a problem? He wants to pamper me with something I like, got problem ar? Funny lo you. Anyway, not that I want to brag, but on the 4th month into my relationship with Koen, he got me a couple ring which he had never do so with you, yes, it is not expensive, but it is the meaning behind it and the thought that counts. So much for the 3yrs relationship, how true was he compared between you and me? You see, when you're together, he don't even put his status in relationship, he never puts your pictures in his social networking site, he never get you a couple ring, etc, whereas, it's all the opposite for me. See the big difference now? (No, I doubt so, since you're dumb and blind)
Oh, to not ruin that little beautiful memory of him (if there is any), why not I just be a little nicer by saying that maybe he do have a little, tiny weeny feelings for you at that time. Happier?
Thirdly, we are not any rich people, we think before we make any purchases, unlike you and your bf. I don't understand what is there to compare when financial difference is so big. =.= Maybe you just want to feel shuang about it.. go on lo, zzz. Anyway, you're spending your parents hard-earned money like water, you're super immature in this sense. Unlike my bf who works to support himself, and contributing to his family's finance but have no much to spend on me, I feel that my bf is much more a reliable man, he's much more down-to-earth.
Lastly, I am not blindly in love. Maybe in the past you are, but I'm sorry to say that I had disappoint you, I am different from you, I don't fantasize for something which will not happen, so I am not. I am as clear-minded as usual. So you can stop all those assumption of I'm your past, sorry I am not, and it is a dishonor to be you, it sucks.

Seriously la, a past is a past, I don't understand why they can't just put it down like a gentlemen and continue with their blissful life lo. It's as though they've done nothing  wrong in their whole life (even ghost won't believe if they claim they had done nothing wrong). Come on la, we're all humans, even god makes mistakes. So, 爽快一点, let bygones be bygones, respect that it is a past.

Btw, Miss Tan. If you still want to insists that you are the one who asked him to start a new relationship with me, then fine lo. He's thankful to you, now that he's so much blissful with me. Does that makes you happier? LOL! =.=
Oh, you can compare all you want between your bf and mine, because it is meaningless to compare bfs, really, it is 无聊. In your eyes, your bf is the best, while in mine, mine is the best. So I don't know what is there to compare when you'll be obviously bias. And I can tell you that all the ex-bfs are shit, otherwise why will we not even want them? But since he found someone that he loves and the that girl loves him, why not just give them your blessing and carry on with your life like what I did?

Humans do change. What their character will be, how they thinks, etc are adversely affected by the environment they are in, and the people around them. He may not be good for you, but he may be good for me. You might not be able to tame him, but I may be able to do so! There are things that are unexplainable. That is the mystery of life, and that's what makes life exciting.

Different people have different views. Just like how we view the whole (recent) situation differently. Therefore the quarrels, insult, criticism, etc came in. Or rather you did not stand in place to see the whole situation. I did, I understand how betrayed you feel in the past and still holding grudges against him. But whatever it is for? You can choose to forget about it, and move on happily, but you don't. Instead, you chose to remember whatever he did to you for life! that is absurd.
You mentioned that you're here to warn me about him and all, I thank you. Really, I'll take note of it. But maybe the presence of this situation also wants me to ask you to move on, and forget all the stuffs he did to you.
He did you wrong, but had his punishment before he met me. It is enough. It's time for him to move on as well.

Anyway, maybe I have to thank Miss Tan for giving me an opportunity to tear off her mask and let Koen see the true her. He now hates her till he's cursing you everyday. Sorry about that. Otherwise he'll just thinks that she is a good, kind girl. OMG! What kind of false impression is that? tsk!

A kind advise to Miss Tan:
If you feel that you're blissful now, then get on with your current beautiful life. Don't bother to look back and anger yourself, be careful of your health, as being angry too much, numerous of illness will come knocking on your door. =)

Sia la, why did I say so much? They dumb and blind. Type so much waste precious 5min only... =.=
Haix, end of story.