Sighs, I had an awful conversation.
I feel so sorry, yet don't know what to do.
The worst part is the only person who can help is myself, and probably a little from him. ><
(99% myself, 1% from him)

I really hate the person who made me who I am today.
Made me not having the courage to take another step forward.
Yes, I do think that it's that person's fault.
really cursing. ><

Hopefully I'll be able to get through my obstacle!!
(I have to.)