To Mr Koen Chong: Happy 14th month together!!!
Love you loads! =))

Today, not only marks our monthsary, but also marks the start of dar's attachment period. =)
Enjoy your attachment!! haha, have fun.
But seriously, it's so unfair that your attachment isn't graded! ><

Super happy, cos my new laptop's prob is fixed!!!
One advantage of mini laptop is, it's LIGHT!
Disadvantage, there is NO disc drive. >< can't watch dvd on lappy anymore!! =(

I haven't finish revising Pharma... die...

Yay!! Over le, like finally. =)
Thx for those who came down to support!!
Overall, the concert is a success! =)
I'm especially in love with "Musique de la Cuisine"!
That song, damn high. =) Lol
Thx Suyee for the flower!! =)
This is the last big concert I participated as a current student.
Hopefully after graduate, I'll still have the time and energy to go back.. Haha!!
Ya, hopefully chia sin, Bernice and jia wen will go back too, lol!

Oh my. Now one load is down.
Left the upcoming tests.. Argh. Even more stress.
Will probably be missing from practices for awhile...
Need time to replenish my energy.. Lol!!
Ok, I should bathe and slp now.
Night all!!

Damn. My com cannot make it le..
It can't even be switched on!!!
Very pissed with it. ><

Seriously, although the concert is only tmr, I'm feeling nervous abt it.
Hopefully I won't play anything wrong..

Oh, and gd luck to Chia Sin, Jia Wen and Cindy for their exam!!!
Jy jy!! Haha..

Tsk. I was given a chance, but did not cherish it.
So, I didn't deserve the mark. Serve me right.
Let this be the wake up call.
Hopefully I will make sure that I really ask if I don't know, and not to assume.
Sighs.. So heartache la... So many percentage lo...=(
But still, I am thankful that my lecturer actually explained and he explained to me for 3 times then I know were I went wrong la!!
See!! So stupid. =( haix..

Went to library to listen to the videos again.
Sighs, in life, luck plays an important part too!! Tsk.
Haha, anyway, now I'm so damn bored!! =(
Doing the P&ID, and it's omg.
So messy. =(

Pls, let the time pass faster, so I can go home and SLP!!! >< Sighs, maybe I should continue with my boring and messy P&ID. Hopefully I can finish it by today, so that I can really rest. ><

Somehow, there is lyk a gap, and I can't click. =(
Why is this so?
Sighs. I am now damn tired.

Sighs, I had an awful conversation.
I feel so sorry, yet don't know what to do.
The worst part is the only person who can help is myself, and probably a little from him. ><
(99% myself, 1% from him)

I really hate the person who made me who I am today.
Made me not having the courage to take another step forward.
Yes, I do think that it's that person's fault.
really cursing. ><

Hopefully I'll be able to get through my obstacle!!
(I have to.)

Had breakfast with dar before going CO, in another words, I reached early.
LOL.
Seriously, among all the songs we're playing, I think I only enjoy "Musique de la Cuisine" oO
Maybe the others, we've played too much, no feeling for it le..
HAHAHAHA.

It's going to be a tiring wk next week.
Don't know how to survive. ><
Thank goodness, there's a public holiday on FRI!
So, there'll be no school, or CO!!! hahahaha.
Finally a rest day.

So, Wk 5 of school have come to the end.
Common test/ class tests are coming soon!
Wk 7 is a terrible week, 2 tests if I did not remember wrongly.
Haix, and that is the week after performance!!!!!! =(((
(haven study. =x)
Oh!, and there's P&ID to hand up on Wk 7 too!!!!
gosh, line tracing, I HATE IT!!

Ok, I think I should work on the P&ID now.
haix... poor me... =((((

That person, is so damn irritating.
Rude, I'll say.
Maybe shameless too. =/
Why does such person exist in the world!!
haixx..

Anyway, today's lab was SHORT!
It's only briefing and after that own-time-own-target.
Did not really line traced anything, only managed to sketch the distillation column. =x
Knowing that there are lots of hidden pipes, I feel so lazy to line trace them out!
Sighs.. 2 wks later, I've to produce a detailed P&ID, so OMG!
Where got enough time hor... ><
BOOOO! I HATE BEING A YR 3 STUDENT!!! ><
I'm so going to pass all modules, and make sure I won't repeat them. haix.

Haix, there's NAPFA tomorrow.
I can foresee that I'm going to have the toughest day for the wk.
Oh well.. maybe I should turn in to bed earlier.. =x

ahhh.. lesson starts 1.30pm =)
But it is always when I can get to sleep more, I can't. =(
I actually woke up at 3am, and after tat had difficulty slping back again..
Haix.....
Now I only have abt 2hrs before I'm heading to sch, not enough time to catch my slp.
So, I'm so damn slpy and tired now!! =((
eye damn pain too. =(

Line tracing in pilot plant today.
Hopefully I can finish it fast.
I don't want to go back there another with the heavy safety shoe!!! ><
but i doubt so.. sighs.

YAY!! so happy!!
Finally I configured my iPod WIFI, and will no longer be bored during lec. =))
[only certain lec I have to entertain myself. =)]

Today is such a terrible day!!
Firstly, my mood isn't that good.
Due to exhaustion, cos continuous two days of CO practices, resulting me to reach home around 11pm.
And of cos, after the major concert, I doubt I'll turn up for practices for at least 1 wk
Provided that there is any.
Secondly, I'M TERRIBLY SLPY!!
Ok, the reason is exactly the same as the first.
Thirdly, for some reasons, I am recently so paranoid!
For a small problem, and I feel so shit.
Now, I feel so guilty for throwing temper to dar. =/
Haix. Forget abt it..

I have task to complete by sun!!!
SIGHS SIGHS SIGHS!!!! ><

Ipod touch + Pixon.
Is it better than getting a better phone or even iPhone?

PHEW!! It's a long day today. sighs.
I need more prac!!! terrible terrible. haix.
went to meet some friends, then left with jeryl to tampanies for window shopping and for Popeye!
So long neva eat le lo.. hehe.
catch up with her, and it's nice!
but sighs, I'm tired.
so, I should be off to bed now.

NITES!

Started the morning in the wrong note.
Woke up late cos I set wrong timing unintentionally, and end up get scolding wrongfully. =(
Sighs. Forget it.

Had a long day with lab in the morning.
Haven start on my reports, cos haven really got the time.
Haven start revising for my common tests and quiz.
Haven start on my tutorials.
OMG! the only reason why I dislike school. =x

After school went to CO with the intention of practicing.
But slacked quite awhile before starting. =x
Haven practice enough. haha.
Helped dar to practice his tian wang solo, hopefully it does help him!

Next wk it's going to be the most tiring week, when I have CO everyday. haix.
There's practice tomorrow, I'm deprive of sleep.
Hopefully I'll get up in time! =)

Am back from movie with my dear BF.
Had a great movie date today. =)
Caught "Love Happens", and think that it's not a very good movie??
But i love the funny parts, haha, and yes, the PARROT!!
It kept saying "hello", "hello", "hello"...
LOL. ok, that is not the only part why i liked the parrot.
It's just because I like animals, they have an expression which made me find them cute! LOL
New Moon will be out on the 3rd Dec, hahaha, looking forward to it.
Dar say he's going to acc me catch it!! =))

anyway, no school today, therefore, spent my morning and afternoon doing the nine layers kueh.
Still, in the second try, I got more than 9 layers, but this time the look is alot better. (to me =x)

Sighs, lesson tmr and combine prac.
Therefore I'll be home only by 11pm.
This is so tiring! but oh well, I still enjoy playing erhu with my friends!!
hahahaha. The sian part is that my class ends at 3pm, and I've to wait till 6.30 for prac.
Hopefully tomorrow won't drag till too late la.. LOl

ok, shall go and say hi to my bed. I miss it alot! lol.
(more than BF. ><) <- he always say this to me, and so that's for him to see too! ><
hahhahaha. jk. NITES!

"Blood thicker than water", she once told me.
Maybe I should think twice, or thrice about it??
Theoretically, blood is indeed thicker than water, but realistically, it doesn't seems so.
Seriously, it's super ridiculous to to put guard against your own siblings, BUT that is what they made me do!
Unwillingly, reluctant to do so, but what to do?!
sighs.
I give up, and I'm seriously not going to bother to make things better anymore.

Managed to complete my tut qns for pharma.
Super happy. =)
but I have yet to study for my quiz for tmr!!!
can't get into my head.
die. Last resort is to burn and drink it. =/