I know I shouldn't think in this way,
but I'm seriously afraid of regretting.
will what happened in the past repeat again?
blah!

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reports reports reports.
my brain cells are seriously dying.
30pgs lei!!! I only have about 25pages done. =.=
and I'm out of words already. what can I still crap about?
my ppt slides.. sighs.
seriously, I keep having this feeling that my reports and ppt slides are not good.
but ppl are telling me ok..
sighs. is it true?
sighs, i'm trying my best already.
if I'm not getting good grades,
I think I'll be so damn emo!
because my expectation for this semester is relatively high. =/

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sighs. so many changes made for the genting trip,
due to timing and so on.
organizing a trip is certainly not easy.
hopefully it'll be a fun one. =)

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somewhow, I'm still so negative.
i hate myself