HAHAHA.
i'm so happy today.
cos yesterday finish my elog halfway,
so lightened my workload tmr. =x
yes, today i relaxed the whole day.
hehehehe.

ohh.. tat's only partial of the reason y i'm happy.
another one is cos i get to see dar!!!!
lol. met him for breakfast today, and bought my sweet!
yay. tmr i have dark chocolate waffle biscuit plus sweet to pass time. =x

ohh, and there's more reason.
today had combine prac. lol.
i juz love combine prac.
no idea y.
maybe cos it's very slack. =x
huqin is always not the very stress one.
oops. ehh.. not really though.
ehh... had our own prac, and it's fun fun fun. hahahahaha.
so the reason i'm happy, it's becos i get to play erhu for almost the whole day!
lol. very long neva play for such long hrs. =x

another reason was becos of my friends!!
lol. they're funny in their own ways.
hahaha. it's fun to hang out with all of them.
hmm.. yes, i'm referring to my cliques, co friends, etc..
hahahaha. oh well.

all these reasons made my day.
hahahhaha.
OHHHH! one more reason.
dad bought DURAIN!!!!!
hahaahhaha.
i noe i'm not really in the condition to have durians,
but, they're juz so very irresistible. ;)

ok. i shall go to bed, and rest well.
hopefully. cos tmr i have elog to complete,
plus erhu to prac on tmr!!
ya, it's not so often when i can bring erhu home to prac due to attachment. ><
tat's one thing i dislike abt attachment period. =(

NITE!

first of all,




Celebrated ruiying's birthday yesterday at HANS,
plus flyer ride.
lol.

and our special guests is Ms Lim Jee Huey!
hahahaha.
it's a fun day out with them.
took quite alot of pic, and as usual, we had polaroid.
and we realise singapore flyer is not nice to take pic. ><
maybe in the day yes, but definitely not at nite.
so the next time if i go on the flyer again,
i will go in the day. lol.

reached homw at ard 11.30pm.
so tired la. ><
woke up late, and cabbed down to sch,
cos i'm late. =.=
hmm.. prac was ok bahx.
lol. ok, it's not. cos i smoked alot. =x
but i'm so happy and satisfied today,
cos... i had durian crepe!!!
and bought chocolate.
shhh.. dar doesn't noe. =x

tmr gonna out to eat, to celebrate Fathers' Day.
sighs. i'm really broke. ><

duh. i'm so disappointed with myself today.
y things in my hand will tend to break?
i'm not strong u noe... =.=
anyway, i didn't predict tat will happen,
so ya. i was shocked until i finished my experiment. zz
it was totally slack today.
i kept writing ABC all over again and again, becos i dunno how to draw. =.=

sighs.
i feel so very useless.
there's nothing i can do as the supposedly closest person.
i dunno, it could be me myself negative. =.=
sighs. i dunno.
juz let me not go through so much of tis type of situation.
it affect me juz so much. =(

tmr's another day, hopefully i keep record clean tmr. =.=
of cos any other days too.
hopefully it'll be better tmr too. =)
gd thing is tat, i'll be busy tmr.
so time will be nice to pass.
juz hope tat i won't shut down the system too late, otherwise, no dinner for me. =/

looking forward to fri - on the flyer with clique!!! =)
and it also marks 1 mth of attachment!
3 more mths. =)

ps: there's juz so much things i can't say
are things changing?
i dun tink i'm tat impt anymore.

met up with clique on fri, except suk chey. =(
i reached at 7pm. zzz.
poor me. very long neva take such a long ride.
take the train until very pek chek. ><
walked ard and decided to have mac. LOL.
by the time reach home, i'm almost dead.

met dar on sat morn for breakfast.
hahahaha. then go co.
stayed till 1, and off to meet ting at orchard!!!
long time no see girl!!
misses.
we'll meet up soon, again. hahahaha.
after i get my pay, and i wan to get my black shoe. =)
tat'll be 3wks ltr!!!! hahahaha.
nice shopping with u.
so long neva shop until leg almost break tat kind of feeling. =x
shiok.

had family gathering on sun, and i'm literally bored.
zzz. it's always tv and laptop.
forgot to borrow wii from dar. =(
anyway, i tink it's becos of the food yesterday had a little of stomach upset today. =.=
i tink it's juz tat my stomach is weaker tat's y, cos no one have the same prob or worst. ><

now, update on today.
it's MUSIC CAMP TODAY! but i can't go. =(
so sad la.. sometimes i really wished tat i went for FYP instead of IA.
zzz. i noe it's stupid to tink tat way, but.. hahahaha. ok. i'm weird. ehh..
anyway, i almost break things again! goodness me.
my hand were juz not made for those fragile stuffs. =.=
i almost had an heart attack.
luckily managed to be more stable after the morning,
but thank goodness, i didn't break anything.
i'm trying so very hard to not break anything anymore.
hopefully i'll have my wish and hope come true. LOL.

ps: i'm glad to have you! =)
loves.

argh. kill me pls.
nah. juz the log bk is enough to kill my brain cells.
i seriously can't tink of anything to crap on alr!
it's so frustrating. =/

yesterday, i almost wrote something nasty, cos i'm angry. ><
but i'm glad i didn't. =)
wad's past is past.
wadever which is needed to be clarified, will be, or was alr clarified.
there's no pt bringing up the past. =]

haix. log bk....
argh. 3 and a half more mths of log bk.
i dun dare to imagine. =s

i can't believe wad i stumbled into.
but i'm very sure tat i should try to not be affected.
juz more assurance and it'll be fine.

i'm in a deep shit.
ya. cos i haven finish my elog!!!
argh. i can't tink of wad to write!
it juz seems wrong. =(
i tink my elog can last till end of tis mth?
sighs. probably i should talk to my lo soon bahx. ><

i seriously miss being with my clique!
they're craps and all.
i wish tat fri will come quickly so tat i can go out with them!!

i dun tink i feel gd.
plus haven have dinner, cos my parents were taking forever to come home. =(
argh.

wheee!
today's a great day!
hahahaha.
went co, and they started quite late.
as usual, i played badly. =.=
esp the love suite.
and keep dreaming, thus reading wrong bar, notes, what ever.

went to yishun with sophia, liang chen and yu yue for lunch
lol.
the jap food court is so NICE!
hahaha.
serving is so very big lo!
eat alr damn full. =.=
tot of getting so tops for work,
but didn't set my eye on any.
sad.
nvm.. then went to walk somemore.
lol. and oh! sophia's damn high!
hahahahaha. very funny. lol.
before we all go off, went to swensens for ICE CREAM!!!!
and i ordered merri-mint.
the serving seems to be the biggest la.
eat until sooooooooo full. ><
hahahaha.

went to look for sis and mum after tat at heartland mall.
bought my laptop sleeve! and got a thumbdrive too..
hehe. lyk finally la. mine kena virus until cmi ever since after last sem. =.=
ya...
OHH! so qiao met jac at amk interchange..
so happy!! hahaha. she was totally stun to see me, until i oso dunno how to react. ><

ok. it's bedtime soon.
yawns. so tiring. =.=
nites all!

sighs.
i'm so tired.
i'm so useless.
i'm so down.
but who will understand?
when will i then not be so clumsy?
when will i then be able to work smart?

totally no mood.
gd bye.

who will bothers anyway.