but then the server is probably down!

cos alot of us cannot load the website. ><

sian sian sian.

so went home le.

can't wait for wed to come... lol.

cos i'm going to watch twilight and fireworks! =)

but seriously, i dunno where to go watch lo.. ><

anyway, mummy say wan to bring us out to eat on new yr day!!!

wheeeee... hahahhaha. nad yes, i'm hungry now. =x

and i wan chocolate!!!!!!

can i? =x

and i couldn't wake up. dunno y.

i am dragging myself to sch at tat time. ><

not alot came down for prac. a little disappointed.

but, oh well.

i really hope the yr 1 will zheng qi, practice more, and can go up.

sian. i really feel shi bai. neva manage to build the yr 1 up.

i tink really neglected them, guilty abt it.

so pls jy!!!!!!

i dun even noe if i'm going back during attachment period ma,

not tat i dun lyk to play er hu,

but i dun see the motivation to go back. sighs. i dunno.

anyway, i'm so happy today.

ok.. initially not happy.

cos of my stm, caused my parents and me unhappy.

but then todae had alot of food.

and it's all my fav one!!!! =x

hahahahaha. and mum bought CHOCOLATE!

and, the most impt thing, my doubt is cleared!

thx for being able to share anything with me.

thx for proving tat i can trust u, whether it's a little or alot more,

but i can say there's an improvement.

and tat is definitely a gd news. =)

tmr gonna stay home all day, so i'm going to slp till late!

cos mon start sch le. and i hate tat. ><

becos it's sooooooooo sian.

i hate all of tis sem's module.

shit. i'm so dead.

oh man. i juz rmbed smth.

I FORGOT ABT RS LAB REPORT!

juz now say wan do, but forgot.

ok. i muz rush it out before i go slp.

bb!

thx to jac. i mean co de jac. hahahaha.

otherwise juz go down to sch to bk rm then go home, it's abit crazy. =x

anyway, i can stay at home to complete log bk le!

i hope can finish it. =x ok, i will. =)

i was expecting bad sore throat and all, but it didn't happen!!!

really surprise me lo.

i woke up in the morn yesterday, and my throat did hurts a little.

but still i had those bbq, crackers and all, plus i drink very minimum of plain water.

and today, my throat was lyk... ok alr. LOL.

as though better than medicine. oO

yesterday talked quite alot.

i hope i won't disappoint you, and can hit till ur expectation.

but seriously, i doubt myself.

it is a task.

ok. gonna to have lunch soon, and next will be log bk. ><

it's finally christmas time. 

seriously, i'm waiting for new yr eve to come.

dunno y.

maybe becos it'll be my first time going to see fireworks with friends, 

and of cos my special one. =x

nevertheless, i still enjoyed my day today with my cliques!!!!!!!! hahaha.

thx alot.

i was late, cos i overslept. ><

anyway, went to sr's house to play. haha.

finally ry and me got life for christmas =x

played "Don't Fall Down" game, which is full of stretching parts... zzz.

then plyaed tai dee.. hahaha. and lastly mahjong!

learnt a little, but bet i'll forget how to play soon.

we had our gift exchange before we left sr house, and i got jac's one. THX!

then off we went home while sr went to meet ______.

mum last min told me tat biao gu invited us over to her house for bbq. 

so went to meet them and went over.

my stomach not feeling very gd, maybe becos of the bbq foods bahx.

LOL.

anyway, i wan to bathe and chat awhile then slp le.

i muz complete my log bk tmr. ><

bb.

today afew time on the verge of sneezing, but yet sneeze 不出.

很难受啊！！！

juz now blow my nose until almost cry..

cos blow too hard. ><

used up 1 packet and 2 pieces of tissue when i was out for 4hrs todae.

dunno tmr will use how much. definitely more.

cos it's getting worse! =.=

anyway, went to do SP3 with ry and mel at bishan library.

mel was late, so we started first.

then laptop got prob. keep cannot connect to wireless. ><

waste so much batt. =.=

then we decided to go mos burger, cos library no table..

very xin ku.

but then my batt alr left 47%

zzz. by right should be able to last for abt an hr?

but then only lasted max 30mins, and it died. ><

wait till mel came, and juz realised wad ry and i did is wasted le.

cos laptop is dead, cannot get back unless got the socket. ><

at least did alot today. 

hahahhaha. 

we three so no life de lo...

ppl during christmas eve go out party and celebrate the festive, 

we three down there do SP3.

是可怜的 lo!

then new yr day ppl go out play.

we three going to do SP3 again. sad hor. ><

tmr finally going to sr's house... YAY!

lol. teach me mahjong!!! =x

i dun tink teach me one day and i can get it. ><

tmr going to exchange present. will it be all chocolate?

hahaha. if yes, tmr is going to be chocolate feast! =x

hmm.. maybe after tat going out? 

dunno. but i wan to .. .... ....

sighs. i wan to SNEEZE!!!!!!!!!! =.=

pls let me sneeze.. 

至少我不会那么难受啊！！！！！！！=(

i wan to SNEEZE! but cannot.

argh. and my throat seems to get worsen. ><

so shit.

ok. gotta go get ready to meet ry and mel for sp3 le..

bb!

F-I-N-A-L-L-Y! lOl.

should be ok bahx. if rush out, by tmr should be able to get it done.

but then... i need to do pic elearning le! ><

only did 1 lo.. so pathetic can. =.=

and oso bpa tut assignment... cannot download...

muz do in sch. ><

sighs... holiday is going to be over.

so sad la. =(

but still.. i can't wait for 31st. =)

first time i'll be able to go out with friends to watch fireworks. 

HAHAHHAHA. =x

i'm in gd spirit now..

becos .. .. ...... .... ...!! lol.

(fill in the blanks =x)

ok.. continue with my log bk.

ps: yy dun worry too much bahx..

      hope everything goes well for u.

      JY! =))

on the way there, received a call, say performance change from tmr to today.

was so happy to see tat every section got ppl, whether it's juz one or two.

and i'm so glad my section each instrument oso got ppl. =)

at least zh, gh and both erhu I & II got one ppl each. hahaha. happy happy!

alot of them all rush down even though they have smth on.

see le oso very xin wei. haha.

lucky we had mini rehearsal at 3.30.. so i can meet ry and mel for awhile

but then... we still did nth, cos have to wait for lecturer's reply.. =.=

probably meeting on wed to start bahx.

anyway, since nth much to do, then rush down to co rm. LOL.

sian. no matter how hard i practice, i'm still so lousy.

abit giving up le. ><

take so many yrs of music lesson, and yet my rhythm is still so bad.

zhen si bai.

i can't feel the motivation lyk before le.

maybe becos things change le bahx.

and everybody is busy with own stuffs.

who's going to acc me practice or teach me wad i should do to improve. ><

sian sian sian.

my throat so itchy. ><

but i'm still having my fav food: chocolate..

wakakakakkaka. =x

juz now went out with mum to buy things,

so until now haven start my work. 

hmm... fri should be dun have achem lab le bahx...

i hope so, so tat i can hlp out to participate the 2nd jan performance. =/

sighs. i wan to talk and msg... but cannot. =(

i .... ... .....

lastly, i wan to.... : 1) complete all unfinished work!

                             2) catch twilight!

                             3) go out on the 31st to watch fireworks!

                             4) get my phone fix, although it seems ok again. oO

                             5) start reading basic theory soon... =s

alrites... i tink i should start on smth, at least a little?

haha. bye! =)

went to orchard to walk for awhile then go home le.

i tot i am not tired, but on my way home,

i was slping in the train..

slp until very nice somemore, and juz now type abit,

i dozed off. hahahhaha. 

anyway, lets talk abt the camp bahx..

1st day: reached ard 11+, i should have take longer rest =x

              cos the camp start at 2, and i didn't noe. ><

              and i had moo ice cream and mcfurry in one day. zzz.

              so fattening. and the worst thing is, dun have other yr 1 came lo!

              the others de is we noe each other de. ><

              den play some bonding game... LOL.

              and after tat compose song... HAHAHHA.

              very funny lo.. lyk those songka song lo. ><

              then play bridge.. HAHAHHA. fun fun fun.

              play until very late then slp. =x

2nd day: wake up ard 7 or 8 lyk tat bahx.. then had breakfast.

                and the food not bad de lo!! got seaweed chicken. LOL.

                then daniel compose song oso.. haha. 

                tat one is more soft one, but then lyk no diff. =x

                ohh! then they had water games.. LOL.

                i did not play, but had a good laugh. =x

                then before go bathe saw lecturer.. and i went speechless..

                dunno wad to say la! so ps. ><

                hmm.. then is the christmas thing le.

                and of cos, step down le!!!! hehe.

             

3rd day: the weather is so colddddddddddd. lol.

                and slp until my leg pain. ><

                had breakfast, pack up, and go home. lol.

                

sian.. i tink i'm realy going to get sore throat. ><

hahaha.. trying to avoid. ping ming he shui.. LOL.

ok. i'm going to take a gd rest, and tmr chiong log bk. 

so dead. argh. i hate reports. ><

IT'S OVER!

ok.. my hand the most most tired. =s

anyway, reached sch almost on the dot at one.

had those sound checking and all..

and i feel so ps la..

cos i can't play er hu II alone..

LOL. my pai zi not gd..

end up the gu du part same beat as er hu I. ><

sighs. tmr is the concert le... i dun feel well prepared.

LOL.. in fact i scared i will forget tis and tat,

but yet, i dunno wad i will forget. HAHAHHAHA.

call me sotong. =x

anyway, had a very early dinner, which is at 4+, almost 5

and i'm hungry now.. hahahahhaha.

hmm.. they were talking abt going out on 31th and see fireworks.

I WANNA GOOOOOOOO!!!!

lol. 

oh no... how can i feel lyk i'm going to have sore throat?

my throat hurts a little... =(

so shit. oh man. whole stomach filled with anger.

terrible!!!!!!!!!!

tat's y i hate home. i hate going out with them.

at the end of the day sure smth will definitely go wrong.

i wan to leave here!!

she definitely noes how to turn the table around, 

and did it clean. oh man. I HATE HER!

sian. 

now, i'm feeling angry, upset, and dunno wad to do.

and.... itchy!!!!

sian. i tink my rashes is making a come back lo...

omg. todae is such a BAD BAD DAY! ><

faint. feel lyk screaming.... =.=

sian. i forgot tat i still have quite alot of things to do.

how?! ><

shit man. i still feel myself fuming.

forget it. i dun have mood to blog le.

bye.

otherwise, y i keep having stomach ache at anytime? =.=

i wan to watch twilight!!!!

i tink i read from somewhere and it says that if you liked harry potter series,

you'll definitely love to watch twilight.

awwwww! i wanna watch!!!!!!

hahahahhaa. so high. =x

ok. i'm in the middle of doing the ca project thing..

and here i'm blogging. cos suddenly feel bored. =s

sighs. i feel like i'm losing confident in myself

i dun lyk tis feeling. =(

is tis insecurity? i dunno. =/

zzz.

i hope i'll not make myself a nuisance. ><

maybe i should try doing things on my own.

how abt start off with shopping? hahahaha..

dunno. 99% will end up getting nth, or everything.

becos i won't be able to make a final decision of wad to get.

LOL.

probably i'm going out to walk myself

maybe ask ting out??? hahahaha

sighs... i haven pass her stuff. ><

it's rotting in my cupboard le lo...

waiting for owner.. hahahaha.

see how bahx. 

sian.. i'm so not tired now.

haix... how to do log bk? i'm still stuck. =.=

and my my stomach keep not feeling gd!!!! ><

nan shou si le! =(

on my way home bought new ferrero rocher.. it's nice la!

it's totally all chocolate. i love it. hahahaha..

and saw the hershey new chocolate.. special dark one!!! omg. =x

lol.

anyway, went for combine prac today.

i still cannot play the long teng part...

ahhhhh. ><

sian... my eye very tired.

lol.. i'm being random.

hahahha. 

anyway.. concert is coming!!!! i'm so nervous. LOL.

yesterday went out with clique and i was late.

weee! with clique. =)

lol. i'm very very tired.

did not manage to really study maths.

cos i keep dozing off or feel very very tired. ><

so... i juz went into the exam hall lyk tat, unprepared.

went to ry's house after maths paper,

and watch zhu guang bao qi.. hahaha.

watch until my bk is open on my lap, but my eye is glued to the tv.

LOL.

sian. i tink i'm getting sore throat anytime.

woke up tis morn, and my throat was lyk.. 

WOOTS! dry... ><

oh well.. ct is over.. 

but now have to chiong rs report and ca report...

and first whole wk will be gone, becos of co..

second wk will be becos of christmas..

hohohoho.

sian.. on the 16th, for the first 3 hrs of prac, 

i'll be soloing bahx... zzzzzzzz...

i dun wan!!!!! ><

sian sian sian.

today zls very upset, cos got quite alot neva come for prac.

zzz. i hope at least 95% will turn up for prac tis sat bahx.

haix.

i'm feeling very sian now.

and my eyes are going to close oso..

LOL.

ok. i tink tat's all bahx. nite!

she wore DRESS!!!!! lol.

first time see. =x

anyway, i was late to meet bernice, coconut and suyee.

so sry...

hmm.. then on our way there, we were window shopping unknowingly.

haha. when we reach there, i didn't realise the long hair girl was joyce,

cos i'm still not use to it. =x

had taken some pics there, but all not with me.

will post it up when received them bahx!

ok. i should revise abit, cos i didn't study juz now.

eye glued to tv.

i wan to study outside tmr!!!! =/

last but not least, Joyce, hope u enjoyed ur very advance birthday party! =)

omg. cannot stand it.

make me no mood to study. zzz.

oh well. i need to pick my mood up le.

haha. cos no time!!!!

ltr going to joyce's birthday chalet, need to study before go there.

i can't afford to fail le!!!! ><

ok. try to study now. =)

bb!

afterall.. study le, see qns, still blank. ><

haix. very slpy and tired today. lol.

had 3 achem lab experiment today,

and is fun. LOL.

then chiong all the three reports till abt 3, we completed.

hahahahha.

went to watch four christmas and it's nice!

lol. hahahaha.

ok. main motive is to get joyce's birthday present. =x

sis coming back todae.

i'm more interested with wad she's bringing back from hk. LOL.

juz jk. but then now tat she's back, it'll be so noisy lo. ><

tmr got co prac, then spring cleaning.

i'm tired!