when you make a promise,
you have to make it come true.
however, the saddest thing is that ppl DO break promises.
and made up all sorts of excuses to get away with it.
can i really trust yours?
are you the same type of person?
do you really meant what you say?
did you really think before you make those promises?
i don't know, but i don't want to be hurt again.
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YES! changed blogskin. hahaha.
but i think will be changing very soon again bahx. =x
finally! i get to switch on my laptop again.
zzz.
i haven't touch it for three days if i'm not wrong.
hahaha. first time, besides the days when i'm in hk. LOL.
ok. some updates.
i'm getting fatter!!!
with the rate i'm having the titbits.. sighs.
blame those boring lectures. ><
i passed pic! although i still don't know what i'm studying until now.
it's not like last sem, where i know what i don't know.
this time it's totally different. i don't know what i don't know. =.=
anyway, the bad news is that tis fri my ct starts.
sighs, sighs. so i dun tink i'm going down for sectional this thurs.
i miss going out. i haven't been really going out since back from hk.
and ting is back, but i've yet to meet her!
and where is my date with flor, angelyn and xin ee?????
zzzz... all mia le. ><
sighs. y is life so busy for everybody?
ok. i tink i shall rest for awhile and start studying soon?
LOL. i hope i can. hahahaha.
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FINALLY! passed one test.but becos tis test is more of theory component, and m ee did not mark very strictly,
so i can pass.
and today i FINALLY understand wad i'm doing for lab experiment. =)
one more test tmr, and after tis wk it's CT.
oh man. it's so fast la! i'm still in lala land. ><
sighs. i shall try to get some rest now, and study for achem.. haix.
and i have rs's lab report to do!!!!! =.=
i still hate rs. =(
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went to the chalet yesterday. when i alighted from the train, it was raining very heavily.
zzz. yy joined me after abt 3 mins.
and guessed wad. she alighted at tampanies tinking it was pasir ris. hahaha.
dun kill me yy. =x
anyway, we cab down and got the chalet keys.
initially, our intention of going there is to study, but then...
we're too tired to do so.
however, we did read through abit. considered not bad le. =x
watched yy's dvd till fall aslp.
we both are the earliest sleeper. haha.
and i slp all the way till 7+++.. not bad la.. haha.
but i'm still T-I-R-E-D!
sian. ok. i shall continue to do lab report. zzz.
I HATE RS! =(
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i'm tired.
and i still dunno wad rs is abt.
shit. squeeze me dry, and nth will still come out. =.=
this NOT GD! ='(
can't tink anymore.
i need slp. nite!
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expected. but i still feel sad.
i know i didn't put in the effort.
no one to blame.
sighs. i'm forcing myself to wake up and catch wad the lecturer is talking abt.
but i can't hlp feeling frustrated when i dun understand. ><
wad can i do to make myself study seriously? i dunno.
i guess i'm so random, ways i used before doesn't seems to work anymore. oO
haix.
ok. study. i'm finishing maths soon. =)
and i hope i'll get a satisfied mark. =s
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i seems to be into piano suddenly.hahaha. maybe becos i'm trying to hide from studying.
zzz. dunno wad happen to me.
i wan to study, but yet when i open the bk,
it's so alien to me, and i have zero interest in it. ><
i need to find a solution to make myself study. argh.
anyway, i found a nice song in the sonata bk which i had it since long long ago.
it was only yesterday when i realise it. hahahaha.
after playing piano i feel so gd lo..
lol.
ok. i shall try to study now.
rs is so shit. ><
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zzz. i tink i'm feeling a little down and confused.
smth is wrong lyk tat.
i dunno. maybe it's my prob. tink too much
and i shall try to ignore for the time being bahx. =s
yesterday so happy lo..
cos most of the yr 1 came down to try the shirt and costume size.
so yesterday very smooth. haha.
fei fei came down to prac,
so i acc her to prac for awhile,
but then feel tired very fast. LOL.
it seems lyk i can't really catch up lei.
esp those fast beats with super fast tempo. ><
ok. i wan to do my reports, and off to study maths.
sighs. save me man. i dun understand a single thing.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
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i LOVE combine prac!all those laughters... and music never fails to lift up my mood.
hahaha..
i didn't choose the wrong cca. hahahaha.
although suyee and joyce neva acc me take bus.
hahaha.
i've grasp the bus timing le, so i won't be home too late. hehe
clever me. =x
anyway, i'm VERY tired todae.
nth, and i really mean nth goes into my head.
words juz went pass through my ears..
my mind is totally blank.
esp during lab.
i dunno wad is it all abt!!!!
it's not really becos i neva read the lab manual,
but rather the lab manual is not very clear, and my brain juz simply refuse to work.
sian. i tried to slp, but i can't. sighs.
next wk onwards, there are extra practices!!!!
OH NO! it's going to be tired + tired + tired.....
but i'll have fun during the process, always.
cos if i'm tired, coconut will bian "magic" for me to see..
LOL.
got her and bernice during combine very funny de...
hahahaha.
ting is going to jap... er.. tmr?
i tink so. if i never rmb wrongly.
XIAN MU SI LE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
anyway, i wan to slp now.
otherwise my brain will die.
LOL. ok. nite.
i hope i will be listening to the lecures. =.=
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lalalala.today's paper 是 fail 定了.
LOL.
it's essay qns lo... made it alot more worst. =s
sian. onli noe very little things.
sighs. anyway, today during lec eat alot.
cos yy brought 2 packets of snacks,
and i'm muching away. =x
oh ya! i was blur enough to forget today's lab was tut!
zzz. and tada! i was 30 mins late. ><
it was unintentional.
next wk onwards got intensive combine prac...
hohohoho.. tiring.
alrite. shall rest le.
tmr i going to be a lonnnggggggg day again. haish
i'm always tired on thurs. =s
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i give up.
nth went in, and i'm tired.
真的是考天才.
i'm dead.
nites.
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oh man. i keep eating snacks for no reasons.save me!!!!!
plus all those boring lectures, i keep eating to prevent myself from slping.
zz.. but then i'm lazy to exercise lei.
play badminton halfway i went to slp at the bench,
swim halfway, i'm breathless. =.=
run and i feel unwell.
since when am i so frail? ><
sq say after 8 dun eat snacks, so won't store so much fats,
but then i ate the most snacks yesterday!
cos i forgot. =.=
anyway, i am supposed to study bpa,
but nth seems to go in.
sighs. and... those assignments.. I DUNNO HOW TO DO!
i'm very dead la. ><
alrites... study study. haix.
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yesterday after the call i feel alot better.in fact i was surprised and touched. lol.
and yes, almost cried. HAHAHAHA.
really thx alot.
todae i'm supposed to study,
but in the end i'm glued to tv shows,
so neva study. zzz.
and i'm oso supposed to call ppl up,
but forgot, so now call until i'm very tired.
and quite a number of ppl never pick up my call.
sian. lol.
i wan to slp soon......
eyes closing le.
ok. i should get cracking.
till then......
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i dun feel right.maybe because i'm tired, i dunno.
sighs. i want to take another step forward,
but i need a right time.
i wan more rights, but i need to find a right time to talk about it.
and i dunno when will this comes true.
i'm very sure it will takes a very long time.
i've explained wad i feel and wad i noe.
i hope the patience will last.
sian, sometimes i feel lyk slping and not wake up.
i'll start to have study stress soon.
LOL. cos next wk is going to be wk 5 alr,
and i haven start studying.
4 wks ltr is CT le.
PLUS, performance is abt 1 mth ltr.
i dun really noe how to play all the songs.
i guess my mood swing will be coming in soon.
i'll start emo-ing and have negative imaginations. haha.
oh well... i hate tis sem's lecturer's teaching method,
of cos there are some exceptionals.
no mood to blog le.
zzz.. i tink i'm influenced by yy le la...
feel so sian now.
tat's all bahx.
bb.
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sighs. i'm struggling with the log bk.i tot can finish it fast,
but then i did not expect tat it's so difficult to do. ><
ok. it's my fault for choosing to do it infront of the tv too.. =x
i hope i do correctly.
argh. I HATE REPORTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
early class tmr, and i dunno if i can keep myself awake and listen to the lec,
or will i still be day dreaming or slping or talking or keep eating..
LOL.
feeling very sian now.
i need need need to start studying real soon,
so i muz start my cultivate my studying mood soon le.
i die die muz NOT fail any modules.
sighs. i still hate tis sem's modules. =/
ok. i will kind of look forward for achem,
but still... i hate all modules. =x
ok. have to complete the log bk by today,
whether i do correct or not. sighs.
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wanted to do elearning today, but then, there's nth in the cms for me to do.nobody noes wad to do either...zzz. forget it.was supposed to meet ting after co meeting,but then last min cancelled. =.=nvm. after ur japan trip we shall meet.anyway, after meeting, went to hlp out to do up the notice board.but didn't hlp much either. ><after tat went to acc them to eat.and i had finger foods. LOL.zzz... i've been binging on tibits and finger foods recently,no idea y, but i haven really had proper meals,of cos except at home, tat's because i'm forced to do so.i'm hungry, but i dun feel lyk eating rice and all.and my leg keep having cramps..zzz.. my blood circulation is so bad la! ><i tink i'm emoing with nth..maybe i tink too much bahx.but some gave me a feeling of being distanced.sighs. i feel contented and happy with small part of my life, and tat is him,not forgetting some friends too,but majority of it is filled with uncertainty.i'm feeling a little lost with alot of things. =sand i'm in confusion.esp with sch work. =xi guess the person who really noes wad i'm talking.cos we're similar in the sense of feelings and thoughts..another similarity, we're both first child,so the treatment we've got from our family is more or less the same.tat explains everything. HAHA.ok.. i tink onli she noes wad i'm talking abt.. HAHAAHAHA.our heart to heart talk. LOL. =xok. i shall have an early rest,and then start doing sch work tmr. =x
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